With Abandon: With or Without, Book 4

lay over Matt, luxuriating in the warm skin against him. He licked the back of Matt’s neck and interlaced his fingers with Matt’s, bringing them up next to Matt’s head.
    Matt bucked underneath him. His eyes were closed, and he practically purred. A soft smile tugged at
    his lips. “I like that.”
    “Like what, darlin’?” Aubrey nuzzled his face against Matt’s and moved side to side, positioning his
    cock to rest in the cleft of his mate’s ass. Ah, yes.
    “The way you feel on top of me. The way it tickles when you kiss my neck. The way—everything. I
    like everything you do to me.” He sighed again and squeezed Aubrey’s hands.
    Matt went straight to his head. The man made him feel bulletproof. He nipped Matt’s shoulder, biting
    down hard. Not enough to break the skin, but the tendons flexed beneath his teeth.
    Moaning, Matt squirmed and rocked his hips toward Aubrey. His canines lengthened.
    Aubrey unlaced their hands and wrapped his arms under Matt’s chest, holding him. He lay with his
    cheek pressed to Matt’s shoulder, feeling the thud of Matt’s racing pulse. The spicy scent of Matt filled his nose, and the warm skin heated his cheek as Matt squirmed beneath him. Aubrey’s eyes shifted, and he
    closed them.
    He was hard and wanting, but there was no urgency. He’d get to it. For now, he just wanted to hold
    his mate close. He couldn’t remember ever feeling like this, this contentment, this sense of rightness.
    “I love you,” Matt whispered.
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    The statement was so soft it was only a breath. It zinged right into Aubrey. He waited, but the sense of panic never came. Instead, euphoria filled him. He hugged Matt tighter. He shouldn’t want Matt to love him, he should discourage it even, but he wanted that love. More than anything in the world, he wanted it.
    Opening his eyes, he smiled. He kissed Matt’s cheek and squeezed again. “I wish we could stay like
    this forever. Just the two of us. Here. No outside world, no school, no job, no one but us.” If only they could. If there weren’t responsibilities and others depending on him…
    Aubrey shook his head. He didn’t want to think about the inevitable. Now he was going to enjoy his
    mate to the fullest while he still had him.
    “Me too.” Matt’s eyes opened, and he raised a little, focusing on Aubrey.
    His gaze was doting and utterly peaceful. Aubrey swore his heart stuttered. Sliding from Matt, he
    kicked his jeans the rest of the way off and dug into the drawer for the lube he’d stolen the last time they were here.
    Matt rolled to his side, watching Aubrey. He ran his fingers down Aubrey’s stomach, over his cock to
    his balls. He caressed and tugged lightly. The typical panting, squirming Matt was absent, and in his place lay a man content to give pleasure as well as indulge in it.
    Unfortunately, Aubrey’s cock was no longer happy to let him snuggle. His stomach muscles tensed
    and begged for the pent-up pressure to be released. The scent of Matt’s lust intoxicated him, spurring him on. He slicked up his fingers and wasted no time moving up against Matt. It forced Matt to let go of his balls, but Aubrey got a long, hard body mashed against him in return. It wasn’t a bad trade-off. He traced his slick fingers down Matt’s crease as he slanted his mouth over Matt’s.
    Pushing back against Aubrey’s fingers, Matt returned the kiss. He stabbed his tongue into Aubrey’s
    mouth and moaned as Aubrey slid a finger in. Matt bent his knee, opening himself up. He realized that by moving toward the invasion he made a space between them because he slipped his hand down and grabbed
    Aubrey’s cock.
    Aubrey grunted and pulled his mouth free. “On your stomach, sugar.” He slipped in another finger.
    Not only did Matt comply, he arched, deepening the penetration. “Go me.”
    “Huh?”
    “I was patient.”
    Aubrey chuckled. “Yes, you were.” He grabbed the lube off the mattress behind him and squirted a
    good amount down Matt’s crease while scissoring his fingers. Matt’s back muscles jumped, and he
    shrugged his shoulders to his ears. “Cold.”
    “Sorry.” But not sorry enough to stop. Aubrey positioned his legs on the outside of Matt’s and pulled
    his fingers out of Matt’s hole. He tapped Matt’s hip. “Come up here, on your knees.”
    Matt maneuvered to his hands and knees.

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    Damn, what a sight. His hole