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faltered. âKhal Drogo,â she forced herself to say, watching their faces with dread. âIs heâ?â
âThe
khal
lives,â Irri answered quietly â¦Â yet Dany saw a darkness in her eyes when she said the words, and no sooner had she spoken than she rushed away to fetch water.
She turned to Doreah. âTell me.â
âI â¦Â I shall bring Ser Jorah,â the Lysene girl said, bowing her head and fleeing the tent.
Jhiqui would have run as well, but Dany caught her by the wrist and held her captive. âWhat is it? I must know. Drogo â¦Â and my child.â Why had she not remembered the child until now? âMy son â¦Â Rhaego â¦Â where is he? I want him.â
Her handmaid lowered her eyes. âThe boy â¦Â he did not live,
Khaleesi.â
Her voice was a frightened whisper.
Dany released her wrist.
My son is dead
, she thought as Jhiqui left the tent. She had known somehow. She had known since she woke the first time to Jhiquiâs tears. No, she had known
before
she woke. Her dream came back to her, sudden and vivid, and she remembered the tall man with the copper skin and long silver-gold braid, bursting into flame.
She should weep, she knew, yet her eyes were dry asash. She had wept in her dream, and the tears had turned to steam on her cheeks.
All the grief has been burned out of me
, she told herself. She felt sad, and yet â¦Â she could feel Rhaego receding from her, as if he had never been.
Ser Jorah and Mirri Maz Duur entered a few moments later, and found Dany standing over the other dragonâs eggs, the two still in their chest. It seemed to her that they felt as hot as the one she had slept with, which was passing strange. âSer Jorah, come here,â she said. She took his hand and placed it on the black egg with the scarlet swirls. âWhat do you feel?â
âShell, hard as rock.â The knight was wary. âScales.â
âHeat?â
âNo. Cold stone.â He took his hand away. âPrincess, are you well? Should you be up, weak as you are?â
âWeak? I am strong, Jorah.â To please him, she reclined on a pile of cushions. âTell me how my child died.â
âHe never lived, my princess. The women say â¦â He faltered, and Dany saw how the flesh hung loose on him, and the way he limped when he moved.
âTell me. Tell me what the women say.â
He turned his face away. His eyes were haunted. âThey say the child was â¦â
She waited, but Ser Jorah could not say it. His face grew dark with shame. He looked half a corpse himself.
âMonstrous,â Mirri Maz Duur finished for him. The knight was a powerful man, yet Dany understood in that moment that the
maegi
was stronger, and crueler, and infinitely more dangerous. âTwisted. I drew him forth myself. He was scaled like a lizard, blind, with the stub of a tail and small leather wings like the wings of a bat. When I touched him, the flesh sloughed off the bone, and inside he was full of graveworms and the stink of corruption. He had been dead for years.â
Darkness
, Dany thought. The terrible darkness sweeping up behind to devour her. If she looked back she was lost. âMy son was alive and strong when Ser Jorah carried me into this tent,â she said. âI could feel him kicking, fighting to be born.â
âThat may be as it may be,â answered Mirri MazDuur, âyet the creature that came forth from your womb was as I said. Death was in that tent,
Khaleesi.â
âOnly shadows,â Ser Jorah husked, but Dany could hear the doubt in his voice. âI saw,
maegi
. I saw you, alone, dancing with the shadows.â
âThe grave casts long shadows, Iron Lord,â Mirri said. âLong and dark, and in the end no light can hold them back.â
Ser Jorah had killed her son, Dany knew. He had done what he did for love and loyalty, yet he had carried her into a place no living man should go and fed her baby to the darkness. He knew it too; the grey face, the hollow eyes, the limp. âThe shadows have touched you too, Ser Jorah,â she told him. The knight made no reply. Dany turned to the godswife. âYou warned me that only death could pay for life. I thought you meant the horse.â
âNo,â Mirri Maz Duur said. âThat was a lie you told yourself. You knew the price.â
Had she? Had she?
If I
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