A Malazan Book of the Fallen Collection 4

it once, after all. Burn, even in your eternal sleep, you felt the stabbing wound that is Icarium – and none of these people here countenanced it, none was ready for the truth. Their hands are not in the earth, the touch is lost – yet look at them: they would call me the savage.
    'Icarium, my friend—'
    'Can you not feel it, Taralack Veed?' In his unhuman
eyes, the gleam of anticipation. 'This place . . . I have been
here before – no, not this city. From the time before this
city was born. I have stood on this ground—'
    'And it remembered,' growled Taralack Veed.
    'Yes, but not in the way you believe. There are truths
here, waiting for me. Truths. I have never been as close to
them as I am now. Now I understand why I did not refuse
you.'
    Refuse me? You considered such a thing? Was it truly so near the edge? 'Your destiny will soon welcome you, Icarium, as I
have said all along. You could no more refuse that than you
could the Jaghut blood in your veins.'
    A grimace. 'Jaghut . . . yes, they have been here. In my
wake. Perhaps, even, on my trail. Long ago, and now
again—'
    'Again?'
    'Omtose Phellack – the heart of this city is ice, Taralack
Veed. A most violent imposition.'
    'Are you certain? I do not understand—'
    'Nor I. Yet. But I shall. No secret shall survive my
sojourn here. It will change.'
    'What will change?'
    Icarium smiled, one hand resting on the pommel of his
sword, and did not reply.
    'You will face this Emperor then?'
    'So it is expected of me, Taralack Veed.' A bright glance.
    'How could I refuse them?'
    Spirits below, my death draws close. It was what we wanted all along. So why do I now rail at it? Who has stolen my courage?
    'It is as if,' Icarium whispered, 'my life awakens anew.'
    The hand shot out in the gloom, snatching the rat from
atop the wooden cage holding the forward pump. The
scrawny creature had a moment to squeal in panic before its
neck was snapped. There was a thud as the dead rat was
flung to one side, where it slid down into the murky bilge
water.
    'Oh, how I hate you when you lose patience,' Samar Dev
said in a weary tone. 'That's an invitation to disease, Karsa
Orlong.'
    'Life is an invitation to disease,' the huge warrior
rumbled from the shadows. After a moment, he added, 'I'll
feed it to the turtles.' Then he snorted. 'Turtles big enough
to drag down this damned ship. These Letherii live in a
mad god's nightmare.'
    'More than you realize,' Samar Dev muttered. 'Listen.
Shouts from shore. We're finally drawing in.'
    'The rats are relieved.'
    'Don't you have something you need to do to get ready?'
    'Such as?'
    'I don't know. Knock a few more chips off your sword, or
something. Get it sharp.'
    'The sword is unbreakable.'
    'What about that armour? Most of the shells are broken
– it's not worthy of the name and won't stop a blade—'
    'No blade will reach it, witch. I shall face but one man,
not twenty. And he is small – my people call you children.
And that is all you truly are. Short-lived, stick-limbed, with
faces I want to pinch. The Edur are little different, just
stretched out a bit.'
    'Pinch? Would that be before or after decapitation?'
    He grunted a laugh.
    Samar Dev leaned back against the bale in which something
hard and lumpy had been packed – despite the mild
discomfort she was not inclined to explore any further.
Both the Edur and the Letherii had peculiar ideas about
what constituted booty. In this very hold there were
amphorae containing spiced human blood and a dozen
wax-clad corpses of Edur 'refugees' from Sepik who had not
survived the journey, stacked like bolts of cloth against a
bloodstained conch-shell throne that had belonged to
some remote island chieftain – whose pickled head probably
resided in one of the jars Karsa Orlong leaned against.
'At least we're soon to get off this damned ship. My skin has
all dried up. Look at my hands – I've seen mummified ones
looking better than these. All this damned salt – it clings
like a second skin, and it's moulting—'
    'Spirits below, woman, you incite me to wring another
rat's neck.'
    'So I am responsible for that last rat's death, am I?
Needless to say, I take exception to that. Was your hand
that reached out, Toblakai. Your hand that—'
    'And your mouth that never stops, making me need to
kill something.'
    'I am not to blame for your violent impulses. Besides, I
was just passing time in harmless conversation. We've not
spoken in a while, you and I. I find I prefer Taxilian's
company, and