Angels of Darkness
language, ile . It means âwe,â âus,â but it also means civilization, the best of us, the best of our kind. The mandate is â Ile must survive.ââ
That explained nothing. âThatâs it?â
âThatâs it. On this world, under this set of circumstances, the people among whom you lived are ile . We exist to make sure they survive. When weâre no longer needed, weâll die out like many other subspecies before us.â
The more he explained things, the more confused she became. For now she had to just gather the crumbs of information and hope all would make sense sooner or later.
Lucas walked on, down the wide path of smooth stones. Karina scrambled to follow. They walked side by side along the path and over a bridge. The gardens burrowed into nooks in the buildings here and there, forming small sitting areas. To the left two women sat on a bench, discussing something. They looked so normal. Both wore jeans; the older of the pair had on a flowered top, white on blue; the younger woman wore a familiar yellow blouseâKarina had looked at it in J. C. Penney last week.
Last week. A lifetime ago.
The women saw Lucas. Their faces took on a certain tightness, as if they were straining to keep calm. They looked her over next. Karina met their gaze and saw pity in their eyes. Suddenly it made her furious. If Lucas grabbed her throat right now, they wouldnât lift a finger to help her. They would just sit there and watch him choke her to death and feel sorry for her. She raised her chin and stared at Lucasâs back. No, thank you. She didnât need anyoneâs pity.
Henryâs words came back to her. Lucas is the most feared. âTheyâre afraid of you,â she said.
âIâm the security specialist here; I have the right of judgment,â he said. âI can kill anyone on base at any point without any retribution.â
âYou protect them, and all you get in return is fear. Why do you keep doing this?â
Lucas kept walking. âBecause everyone must have a purpose. The Mandate tells me what I am doing is right and must be done and because Iâm the biggest and the strongest itâs my duty to put myself between my people and danger. I would do it for you.â
He would. She believed him. âLucas . . .â
âYes?â
She wanted to tell him that if he ever shielded her or Emily, she wouldnât be afraid of him. She wanted to tell him that he didnât have to put up with people shrinking away from him, but inside a cold rational voice warned her that she was losing her grip on reality. The plan had to be to escape. The plan couldnât be to fall for Lucas and be that one sole person who comforted him.
He was looking at her.
âIâm really confused right now,â she told him. âSo this actually doesnât mean anything.â
He nodded. âOkay.â
âBend your arm at the elbow.â
He did. Karina reached out. What am I doing? She put her hand on his forearm and raised her chin. The two women on the bench stared at them, openmouthed.
âNow we walk,â she murmured, avoiding looking at him.
âWe can do that,â he agreed. They started down the walkway. His arm was rock-steady under her fingers. A few moments, and the dense greenery of rhododendron shrubs hid the women from their view.
âWhy?â he asked.
Because she lost it, thatâs why. âWould you hurt those two women?â
âNot unless they tried to hurt someone else first.â
âThen theyâre in no danger and they know it, but they still make a big production out of you walking by, minding your own business.â
âThat still doesnât answer my question,â he said.
âCan we stop talking about this?â
He didnât say anything. They simply kept walking. It was surreal, Karina reflected. Beautiful flowers, Emily and a tame bear-dog, and she and Lucas striding side by side.
âIâm tired,â Emily said.
Karina bent down and picked her up. The effort nearly made her lose her balance. Apparently she was weaker than she thought.
Cedric sniffed at her feet.
âLet her ride him,â Lucas offered.
âWhat?â
âLet her ride him. He doesnât mind.â
âI want to ride!â Emily squirmed in her arms.
Karina surveyed the bear-dog. He was almost as big as a pony. Gingerly she lowered Emily on his
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