Carnal Innocence

sheets with some regret, then grabbed some cotton drawstring pants and his sunglasses. That was as close to dressed as he intended to get.
    Since he wasn’t feeling kindly toward Burke, he took a detour into the bathroom to empty his bladder and brush his teeth.
    “Haven’t even had a cup of goddamn coffee,” he grumbled when he walked out onto the porch. Burke was sitting on one of the rockers. From the shine on his shoes and the crispness of his shirt, it was obvious he’d come straight from service.
    “Sorry to get you up so early. Can’t be more than a minute past noon.”
    “Give me a cigarette, you bastard.”
    Burke obliged, waited until Tucker had finished his little routine. “You really think making them shorter’s going to help you quit?”
    “Eventually.” Tucker pulled in smoke, winced as it burned, then blew it out. He drew again, felt marginally better, and sat. “So Burke, what brings you calling?”
    Burke frowned at the peonies Tucker had tried to salvage. “Talked to that Dr. Rubenstein a while ago. He was having breakfast at the Chat ’N Chew. Waved me inside.”
    “Hmmm.” That had Tucker giving some thought to breakfast himself. Maybe he could sweet-talk Della into fixing up some hotcakes.
    “He wanted to fill me in on a couple things—mostlybecause he knows it’ll yank Burns’s chain. He’s strictly by-the-book—Burns, I mean. Damn near taking over my office. Can’t say I care for it.”
    “You’ve got my sympathy. Can I go back to bed now?”
    “Tucker, it’s about Edda Lou.” Burke fiddled with his sheriff’s badge. He knew it wasn’t purely professional for him to pass any information along to Tucker, especially since the FBI still considered him a suspect. But some loyalties ran deeper than the law. “There wasn’t a baby, Tuck.”
    “Huh?”
    Burke sighed. “She wasn’t pregnant. Came out during the autopsy. There was no baby. I thought you had a right to know.”
    A rushing sound filled Tucker’s head as he stared down at the tip of the cigarette. When he spoke, his voice was slow and deliberate. “She wasn’t pregnant.”
    “No.”
    “For certain?”
    “Rubenstein knows what he’s doing, and he says she wasn’t.”
    With his eyes closed, Tucker sat back and rocked. He realized a large portion of his guilt and grief had been due to the child. But there wasn’t a child, had never been a child, and grief easily transformed into rage.
    “She lied to me.”
    “I’d have to say that’s true.”
    “She stood there, in front of all those people, and lied about something like that.”
    Feeling useless, Burke rose. “I thought you should know. It didn’t seem right for you to think … well, I thought you should know.”
    Thanks didn’t seem quite appropriate, so Tucker only nodded, keeping his eyes closed until he heard the cruiser start, listened to it purr down the long, winding drive.
    His hands clenched at his sides. There was a black, bubbling rage in him, geysering up from the pit of his stomach until he tasted the vileness of it in his throat. He recognizedthe signs, and at another time they might have frightened him.
    He wanted to hurt something, smash it, pull it apart and grind it to dust.
    His eyes were wild when he opened them. In a headlong rush he was racing into the house, up the steps. In his room he grabbed for his keys and gave himself the satisfaction of smashing a lamp. He snatched a shirt from the arm of a chair and shoved his arms through as he stalked out again.
    “Tuck?” Heavy-eyed and wrapped in a red silk robe, Josie started down the hallway. “Tuck, I have something to tell you.” The one violent glance he sent her before he flung himself down the stairs cleared the sleep from her brain. She streaked after him, calling, “Tuck! Wait!” She caught up with him as he was yanking open the door of his car. “Tucker, what’s wrong?”
    He shook her off, fighting to hold the animal inside him on a choke chain. “Stay away from me.”
    “Honey, I just want to help. We’re family.” She made a grab for the keys, then gasped when his hand clamped tightly around her wrist.
    “Get the hell away.”
    A film of tears coated her eyes. “If you’ll just let me talk to you. Tucker, Tucker, I went out with the doctor last night. The FBI doctor.” She raised her voice to a shout as the Porsche gunned to life. “Edda Lou wasn’t pregnant. There wasn’t a baby, Tuck. It was a trap, just like I told you.”
    His head