City of Night

fingering a sailor suit sized for a two-year-old.
    Benny sighed. “Do you want to buy it?”
    “Yes.”
    At home they had a secret collection of garments for babies and toddlers. If any of the New Race ever discovered Cindi’s hoard of children’s clothes, she would have a lot of explaining to do.
    “Okay,” he said. “Buy it quick, before someone sees us, and let’s get out of here.”
    “After we finish with O’Connor and Maddison,” she said, “can we go home and try?”
    By try , she meant “try to have a baby.”
    They had been created sterile. Cindi had a vagina but no uterus. That reproductive space had been devoted to other organs unique to the New Race.
    Sex between them could no more produce a baby than it could produce a grand piano.
    Nevertheless, to appease her, to mollify her mood, Benny said, “Sure. We can try.”
    “We’ll kill O’Connor and Maddison,” she said, “and cut them up as much as you want, do all those funny things you like to do, and then we’ll make a baby.”
    She was insane, but he had to accept her as she was. If he could have killed her, he would have done it, but he could only kill those he was specifically directed to kill.
    “That sounds good,” he said.
    “We’ll be the first of our kind to conceive.”
    “We’ll try.”
    “I’ll be a wonderful mother.”
    “Let’s buy the sailor suit and get out of here.”
    “Maybe we’ll have twins.”
     
     
     

Chapter 21
     
    Erika had lunch alone in a dining room furnished to seat sixteen, in the presence of three million dollars’ worth of art, with a fresh arrangement of calla lilies and anthuriums on the table.
    When she had finished, she went into the kitchen, where Christine stood at the sink, washing the breakfast dishes.
    All food in this house was served on one pattern of Limoges or another, and Victor would not permit such fine china to be put in the dishwasher. All beverages were served in either Lalique or Waterford crystal, which also required hand washing.
    If a dish sustained a scratch or if a glass was chipped, it must be discarded. Victor did not tolerate imperfection.
    While certain machines were necessary and even beneficial, most of those invented to take the place of household servants were viewed by Victor with scorn. His standards of personal service had been formed in another century, when the lower classes had known how to attend, properly, the needs of their betters.
    “Christine?”
    “Yes, Mrs. Helios?”
    “Don’t worry. I’m not going to discuss my sexual problems with you.”
    “Very good, Mrs. Helios.”
    “But I’m curious about a few things.”
    “I’m sure you are, ma’am. Everything is new to you.”
    “Why was William biting off his fingers?”
    “No one can really know but William himself.”
    “But it wasn’t rational,” Erika persisted.
    “Yes, I had noticed that.”
    “And being one of the New Race, he is rational in all things.”
    “That’s the concept,” Christine said, but with an odd inflection that Erika couldn’t interpret.
    “He knew his fingers wouldn’t grow back,” Erika said. “It’s as if he was… committing suicide, bite by bite, but we’re not capable of self-destruction.”
    Swirling a wet fabric whisk inside an exquisite porcelain teapot, Christine said, “He wouldn’t have died from ten severed fingers, Mrs. Helios.”
    “Yes, but without fingers, he wouldn’t have been able to serve as butler. He must have known he would be terminated.”
    “In the condition you saw him, Mrs. Helios, William did not have the capacity to be cunning.”
    Besides, as they both knew, the proscription against suicide included the inability to engineer circumstances that required their termination.
    “Do you mean… William was having like a mental breakdown?” The thought chilled Erika. “Surely that isn’t possible.”
    “Mr. Helios prefers the term interruption of function . William was experiencing an interruption of function.”
    “That sounds much less serious.”
    “It does, doesn’t it?”
    “But Victor did terminate him.”
    “He did, didn’t he?”
    Erika said, “If one of the Old Race had done such a thing, we’d say that he’d gone mad. Insane.”
    “Yes, but we’re in all ways superior to them, and so many terms applicable to them cannot describe us. We require a whole new grammar of psychology.”
    Again, Christine’s words were spoken with a curious inflection, suggesting that she meant something more