Cold Fire
“It can't talk.”
“How do you know that?”
“Well, I'm assuming it can't, or otherwise it would've talked right from the start.”
“Don't assume anything,” she said. “If it can mix its molecules with the wall, swim through stone—through anything, if it's to be believed—and if it can assume any form it wishes, then it can sure as hell form a mouth and vocal cords and talk like any self-respecting higher power.”
“I guess you're right,” he said uneasily.
“It already said that it could appear to us as a man or woman if it wanted, didn't it?”
“Well, yeah.”
“I'm not even asking for a flashy materialization. Just a voice, a disembodied voice, a little sound with the old lightshow.”
Listening to herself as she talked, Holly realized that she was using her edginess to pump herself, to establish an aggressive tone that would serve her well when The Friend returned. It was an old trick she had learned when she had interviewed people whom she found imposing or intimidating.
Jim sat up. “Okay, it could talk if it wanted to, but maybe it doesn't want to.”
“We already decided we can't let it set all the rules, Jim.”
“But I don't understand why we have to antagonize it.”
“I'm not antagonizing it.”
“I think we should be at least a little respectful.”
“Oh, I respect the hell out of it.”
“You don't seem to.”
“I'm convinced it could squash us like bugs if it wanted to, and that gives me tremendous respect for it.”
“That's not the kind of respect I mean.”
“That's the only kind of respect it's earned from me so far,” she said, pacing around him now instead of back and forth. “When it stops trying to manipulate me, stops trying to scare the crap out of me, starts giving me answers that ring true, then maybe I'll respect it for other reasons.”
“You're getting a little spooky,” he said.
“Me?”
“You're so hostile.”
“I am not.”
He was frowning at her. “Looks like blind hostility to me.”
“It's adversarial journalism. It's the modern reporter's tone and theme. You don't question your subject and later explain him to readers, you attack him. You have an agenda, a version of the truth you want to report regardless of the full truth, and you fulfill it. I never approved of it, never indulged in it, which is why I was always losing out on stories and promotions to other reporters. Now, here, tonight, I'm all for the attack part. The big difference is, I do care about getting to the truth, not shaping it, and I just want to twist and yank some real facts out of this alien of ours.”
“Maybe he won't show up.”
“He said he would.”
Jim shook his head. “But why should he if you're going to be like this?”
“You're saying he might be afraid of me? What kind of higher power is that?”
The bells rang, and she jumped in alarm.
Jim got to his feet. “Just take it easy.”
The bells fell silent, rang again, fell silent. When they rang a third time, a sullen red light appeared at one point in the wall. It grew more intense, assumed a brighter shade, then suddenly burst across the domed room like a blazing fireworks display, after which the bells stopped ringing and the multitude of sparks coalesced into the pulsing, constantly moving amoeba-like forms that they had seen before.
“Very dramatic,” Holly said. As the light swiftly progressed from red through orange to amber, she seized the initiative. “We would like you to dispense with the cumbersome way you answered our questions previously and simply speak to us directly.”
The Friend did not reply.
“Will you speak to us directly?”
No response.
Consulting the tablet that she held in one hand, she read the first question. “Are you the higher power that has been sending Jim on life-saving missions?”
She waited.
Silence.
She tried again.
Silence.
Stubbornly, she repeated the question.
The Friend did not speak, but Jim said, “Holly, look at this.”
She turned and saw him examining the other tablet. He held it toward her, flipping through the first ten or twelve pages. The eerie and inconstant light from the stone was bright enough to show her that the pages were filled with The Friend's familiar printing.
Taking the tablet from him, she looked at the first line on the top page: YES. I AM THAT POWER.
Jim said, “He's already answered every one of the questions we've prepared.”
Holly threw the tablet across the room. It hit the far window
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