Death of a Red Heroine

would capture her youth. After a few shots, I proposed to have a picture of her wrapped in a white towel. To my surprise, she nodded and told me just to turn around. She started taking off her clothes there and then.
YU: She undressed herself in your presence?
LAI: I did not see. I did, of course, afterward.
YU: Afterward, of course. So what happened afterward?
LAI: Well . . . I guess you don’t have to ask.
YU: Yes, I have to. You’d better give us an account, as detailed as possible, of what happened between you and her that night.
LAI: Is it necessary, Comrade Detective Yu?
YU: I understand your feelings, but the details may be important to our investigation. It’s a sexual murder case, you know.
LAI: Fine, if you think that can really help.
YU: Did you have sexual intercourse with her then?
LAI: She made herself really clear. It was she who gave the unmistakable signal. So that was the only natural thing for me to do. You are a man, aren’t you? Why should I say any more?
YU: I understand, but I still have to press for some details.
LAI: More details. Heavens!
YU: Was it the first time for her, or for you?
LAI: Not for me, but for her.
YU: You were sure about that?
LAI: Yes, though she was not too shy.
YU: How long did she stay that night?
LAI: The whole night. Well, more than that. Early next morning, she phoned the department store, asking for sick leave. So we had practically all the next morning in the room. We made love again. We did some shopping in the afternoon. I chose for her a white wool sweater with a red azalea on the right breast.
YU: Did she accept it?
LAI: Yes, she did. And I started talking about marriage.
YU: And how did she react?
LAI: Well, she seemed unwilling to talk about it that day.
YU: You talked about it again, I believe.
LAI: I was head over heels—laugh at me if you want—so I did mention it a couple of times. She seemed to avoid the subject every time. Finally, when I tried to discuss it with her seriously, she left me.
YU: Why?
LAI: I did not know. I was confounded. And terribly hurt, you can imagine.
YU: Did you quarrel with her?
LAI: No. I didn’t.
YU: So it was all of a sudden? That’s really something. Did you notice any sign of it before she said anything about it?
LAI: No, it happened three or four weeks after that night— that night we slept together. Actually, she had come to my place a number of times during the period. Eleven in all, including the first night. I can tell you how I remember. Every time we stayed together, I drew a star above the date on my calendar. We never quarreled. Then, out of the blue, she dumped me—for no reason at all.
YU: That’s strange indeed. Did you ask her for an explanation?
LAI: Yes, but she would not say anything about it. She kept saying that it was her fault, and she was really sorry.
YU: Normally, when a young girl, especially a virgin, has slept with you, she will surely insist on your marrying her. To make a chaste woman of her, so to speak. But she didn’t, saying it was her fault. What fault?
LAI: I did not know. I demanded an explanation, but she would not give any details.
YU: Could there be another man involved?
Lai: No, I did not think so. She was not that kind of woman. In fact, I inquired about it through my cousin, and she said not. Guan simply left without giving a reason. I tried to find out, and at first I even thought that she might be a nymphomaniac.
YU: Why? Was there anything abnormal about her sexual behavior?
LAI: No. She was just a bit—uninhibited. She wept and cried the first time she came. In fact, after that she came every time, biting and screaming, and I believed that she was satisfied. But now she’s dead, I really should not say anything against her.
YU: It must have been hard for you when you broke up?
LAI: Yes, I was devastated. But I gradually came to terms with it. It was a losing game for me anyway. She was not the type of woman I could afford to make happy in the long run. Failing that, I myself would not be happy. But she was a wonderful woman in her way.
YU: Did she say anything else at your parting?
LAI: No, she kept saying that it was her fault, and she actually offered to stay that night with me if I wanted. I said No.
YU: Why? I’m just curious.
LAI: If her heart’s going to leave you forever, what’s the point of having her body for one more night?
YU: I see, and I’d say that you’re right. Have you tried to contact her again since then?
LAI: No, not after we parted.
YU: Any