Eyes of Prey

kill Stephanie—and I didn’t—I wouldn’t have. I’m simply too smart and too sane.” He reached forward and touched Lucas on the arm, and Lucas thought: The sucker is trying to seduce me. He wants me to like him.  . . . “Your fellow officers have been all over the neighborhood, quite deliberately creating an impression. I can feel it in my neighbors. I’m sure Stephanie’s crazy cousin, the dope addict, has told you that I had her killed to get this house, but if you ask her friends, you’ll find that I never had much interest in it. The house or the furnishings . . .”
    “You could sell it—”
    “I was coming to that,” Bekker interrupted. He made a brushing motion with his free hand, as though batting away gnats. “I’m not much interested in the house or its furnishings, but I’m not totally unappreciative, either. It is a very comfortable place to live. Success in academia is largely political, you know, and the house is a wonderful backdrop for social gatherings. For impressing those who must be impressed. I would keep it, but . . . I’m afraid Stephanie’s crazy cousin may succeed in driving me out. If all my neighbors believe I killed her, remaining here would be intolerable. You might tell that to Del, when you see him. That if I sell, it will be only because he drove me out.”
    “I will,” Lucas nodded. “And if the other officers are creating problems for you . . . I have some pull at headquarters. I’ll back them off.”
    “Really?” Bekker seemed surprised. “Would you?”
    “Sure. I don’t know whether you were involved in your wife’s killing, but there’s no reason you should be illegally harassed. I’ll look into it.”
    “That’d be wonderful,” Bekker said. Gratitude saturated his voice, but a spark of contempt flared in his eyes. “I’m glad I asked you in: I had an intuition that you’d understand . . . .”
    They sat in silence for a moment, then Lucas said, “She was killed here in the kitchen. Your wife.”
    “Oh, yes . . . I suppose she was,” Bekker said, looking around vaguely.
    Wrong reaction, asshole. Bekker had to know where she was killed. He must have thought about it, looked at the spot, carried the image in his head: anyone would, innocent or guilty, crazy or sane. And that business about a divorce being simply annoying. If you believe that, you’re stupider than I think you are.  . . . Lucas waited, expecting more, but Bekker pushed off the barstool and dumped the last of his coffee into the kitchen sink.
    “The men you killed, Lucas. Do you think they went anywhere?” His tone was casual.
    “What do you mean?” Lucas asked. “You mean, like, to heaven?”
    “Or hell.” Bekker turned to study him. His voice was no longer casual.
    “No. I don’t think they went anywhere,” Lucas said, shaking his head. “I used to be a Catholic, and when I first started police work, I worried about that. I saw a lot of people dead or dying for no apparent reason . . . not people I killed, just people. Little kids who’d drowned, people dying in auto accidents and with heart attacks and strokes. I saw a lineman burn to death, up on a pole, little bits and pieces, and nobody could help . . . . I watched them go, screaming and crying and sometimes just lying there with their tongue stuck out, heaving, with all the screaming and hollering from friends and relatives . . . and I never saw anyone looking beyond. I think, Michael, I think they just blink out. That’s all. I think they go where the words on a computer screen go, when you turn it off. One minute they exist, maybe they’re even profound, maybe the result of a great deal of work. The next . . . Whiff. Gone.”
    “Gone,” Bekker repeated. His white eyebrows went up. “Nothing left?”
    “Nothing but a shell, and that rots.”
    “Hah.” Bekker turned away, suddenly shaken. “Very sad. Well. I have to get to bed. I have work tomorrow.”
    Lucas stood, drank the last of his coffee and left the cup on the bar. “I wonder if I could ask something. I’m sure other cops have been all over the house. Could I take a look at the room where Stephanie and her friend were . . . spending time?”
    “You mean her bedroom,” Bekker said wryly. “I don’t see why not. Like you said, the carpets are virtually worn-out from the impact of all the flat feet . . . no offense.”
    Lucas laughed in spite of himself, then followed Bekker up the long