Hateship, Friendship, Courtship, Loveship, Marriage

“This is who is going to look after us from now on. She won’t stand for any nonsense, either.”
    “Good for her,” said Jinny. She put out her hand, once she was sitting down. But the girl might not have seen it, low down between the two front seats.
    Or she might not have known what to do. Neal had said that she came from an unbelievable situation, an absolutely barbaric family. Things had gone on that you could not imagine going on in this day and age. An isolated farm, a dead mother and a mentally deficient daughter and a tyrannical, deranged incestuous old father, and the two girl children. Helen the older one, who had run away at the age of fourteen after beating up on the old man. She had been sheltered by a neighbor who phoned the police, and the police had come and got the younger sister and made both children wards of the Children’s Aid. The old man and his daughter—that is, their mother and their father—were both placed in a Psychiatric Hospital. Foster parents took Helen and her sister, who were mentally and physically normal. They were sent to school and had a miserable time there, having to be put into the first grade. But they both learned enough to be employable.
    When Neal had started the van up the girl decided to speak.
    “You picked a hot enough day to be out in,” she said. It was the sort of thing she might have heard people say to start a conversation. She spoke in a hard, flat tone of antagonism and distrust, but even that, Jinny knew by now, should not be taken personally. It was just the way some people sounded—particularly country people—in this part of the world.
    “If you’re hot you can turn the air-conditioner on,” Neal said. “We’ve got the old-fashioned kind—just roll down all the windows.”
    The turn they made at the next corner was one Jinny had not expected.
    “We have to go to the hospital,” Neal said. “Don’t panic. Helen’s sister works there and she’s got something Helen wants to pick up. Isn’t that right, Helen?”
    Helen said, “Yeah. My good shoes.”
    “Helen’s good shoes.” Neal looked up at the mirror. “Miss Helen Rosie’s good shoes.”
    “My name’s not Helen Rosie,” said Helen. It seemed as if she was saying this not for the first time.
    “I just call you that because you have such a rosy face,” Neal said.
    “I have not.”
    “You do. Doesn’t she, Jinny? Jinny agrees with me, you’ve got a rosy face. Miss Helen Rosie-face.”
    The girl did have a tender pink skin. Jinny had noticed as well her nearly white lashes and eyebrows, her blond baby-wool hair, and her mouth, which had an oddly naked look, not just the normal look of a mouth without lipstick. A fresh-out-of-the-egg look was what she had, as if there was one layer of skin still missing, and one final growth of coarser grown-up hair. She must be susceptible to rashes and infections, quick to show scrapes and bruises, to get sores around the mouth and sties between her white lashes. Yet she didn’t look frail. Her shoulders were broad, she was lean but large-framed. She didn’t look stupid, either, though she had a head-on expression like a calf’s or a deer’s. Everything must be right at the surface with her, her attention and the whole of her personality coming straight at you, with an innocent and—to Jinny—a disagreeable power.
    They were going up the long hill to the hospital—the same place where Jinny had had her operation and undergone the first bout of chemotherapy. Across the road from the hospital buildings there was a cemetery. This was a main road and whenever they used to pass this way—in the old days when they came to this town just for shopping or the rare diversion of a movie—Jinny would say something like “What a discouraging view” or “This is carrying convenience too far.”
    Now she kept quiet. The cemetery didn’t bother her. She realized it didn’t matter.
    Neal must realize that too. He said into the mirror, “How many dead people do you think there are in that cemetery?”
    Helen didn’t say anything for a moment. Then—rather sullenly—”I don’t know.”
    “They’re all dead in there.”
    “He got me on that too,” said Jinny. “That’s a Grade Four—level joke.”
    Helen didn’t answer. She might never have made it to Grade Four.
    They drove up to the main doors of the hospital, then on Helen’s directions swung around to the back. People in hospital dressing gowns, some trailing their IV’s,