House of Night 09 - Destined

just below the levees in his soul. As anger flooded through him it washed away any other gentler, more honest, feelings.
    “My son needs to learn a lesson about loyalty,” Kalona said.
    “Loyal I am!” Nisroc cried.
    Kalona’s lip curled up contemptuously. “I don’t speak of you. I speak of Rephaim.”
    “Sssspy Rephaim will not,” Nisroc repeated.
    Kalona cuffed him and the Raven Mocker stumbled back against his brother. “Rephaim has done much more than spy for me in the past. He has been a second pair of fists, a second pair of eyes, almost an extension of me. It is habit that has me searching the sky for him. I am finding habit is a hard thing to break. Perhaps Rephaim is finding it difficult as well.” The winged immortal turned his back on his sons and stared off to the east, over the wooded ridges, toward sleeping Tulsa. “I should visit Rephaim. We do, after all, have a common enemy.”
    “The Tsi Sgili?” Nisroc asked, subservient and docile.
    “That’s right. The Tsi Sgili. Rephaim would not call it spying if we were serving a common goal—to depose Neferet.”
    “Rule in her stead you would?”
    Kalona turned amber eyes to his son. “Yes. I would always rule. We rest now. At sunset I depart for Tulsa.”
    “With ussss?” the Raven Mocker asked.
    “No. You remain here. Continue to gather my sons. Stay hidden and wait.”
    “Wait?”
    “For my call. When I rule those who remain loyal to me will be by my side. And those who have not will be destroyed, no matter who they are. Do you understand, Nisroc?”
    “Yessss.”
    Rephaim
    “Your skin is so soft.” Rephaim ran his fingertips down the curved slope of Stevie Rae’s naked back, marveling at the joy it gave him to be able to hold her in his arms and press his body—his fully human body—against hers.
    “I like it that you think I’m so special,” Stevie Rae said, smiling up at him a little shyly.
    “You are special,” he said. Then he sighed and began to gently untangle himself from her. “It’s close to dawn. I have to go above ground.”
    Stevie Rae sat up and hugged the thick comforter that covered the bed in her surprisingly pretty little tunnel room to cover her bare breasts. She blinked big blue eyes at him. Her hair was tousled and curly and framed her face making her look like a young, innocent maiden. Rephaim pulled on his jeans, thinking she was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen. And her next words pierced his heart.
    “I don’t want you to go, Rephaim.”
    “You know I don’t want to, either, but I must.”
    “C-can’t you just stay here? With me?” she asked hesitantly.
    He sighed and sat on the edge of the bed they’d so recently shared. He took her hand in his and threaded their fingers together. “Would you cage me?”
    He felt her body jerk as if in shock—or was it revulsion?
    “No! I didn’t mean it like that. I just thought, well, that you could maybe try bein’ here for a day. I mean, what if we just kept holdin’ hands, like this, until you were done changin’?”
    He smiled sadly at her. “Stevie Rae, a raven doesn’t have any hands. These,” he pressed his palms against hers, “will very shortly be claws. I will, very shortly, be a beast. I will not know you.”
    “Okay, so, what if I kept my arms around you? Maybe you wouldn’t be scared then. Maybe you’d just curl up beside me and stay here and sleep, too. I mean, ya have to sleep sometime, don’t ya?”
    Rephaim thought about it before he answered her, and then began to slowly try to explain the unexplainable. “I must sleep, but Stevie Rae, I do not remember anything from the time I’m a raven.” Anything except the agony of the physical change and the almost unbearable joy of the wind against my wings— but he could not tell Stevie Rae either of those things. One would hurt her. One could frighten her. So instead of the raw truth, he told her a version of it that seemed more civilized, more understandable. “A raven is not a pet. It is a wild bird. What if I panicked and in trying to escape I somehow wounded you?”
    “Or yourself,” Stevie Rae said solemnly. “I get it. I really do. I just don’t like it much.”
    “I don’t, either, but I think that’s the point Nyx was making. I’m paying the consequences for my past actions.” He cupped her sweet, soft cheek in his palm and pressed his lips to hers murmuring, “It is a price I willingly pay because the other side of it, the good side of it,