In Death 20 - Survivor in Death

his hand. Then he fetched a small bottle of water out of the friggie behind a panel.
    “Take the blockers. Don’t argue,” he snapped when she opened her mouth. “I can see the fucking headache pounding as I’m standing here.”
    “It’s past headache. It feels like my brains are being squeezed out my ears.” She took the blockers, dropped back into the chair, and dropped her head in her hands. “I fucked up. Goddamn clusterfuck. Cops and civilians in the hospital, private and city property damage up the wazoo. Three murder suspects still at large. Because I made the wrong call.”
    “I guess that’s why they call you lieutenant instead of God. Sit back now, relax a minute.”
    “Don’t baby me. I don’t deserve it. I don’t want it. They were too close. Had to figure they’d stick that close because they were trying to monitor any communications. The vehicle has screens, but they’ve got choice toys, so I had to figure they were within visual for a reason. If they could track me or monitor me, they needed to be close. I didn’t want to risk calling it in.”
    “That seems reasonable. Logical.”
    “Yeah, seems. I call it in, they catch the signal, they poof. So I pulled over, sent Trueheart into the twenty-four/seven so it looked like I had a reason, so it looked casual. To see what they did. They drove by, circled around, and picked me up again. So then I figure I’ll switch it on them. Get behind them, call in support, keep on them until we can box them in, take them down. But Jesus Christ, that van moved. I don’t know how they’ve juiced it up, but I clocked it at one-twenty-six, airborne. Then there were the laser rifles, and God knows. They took out a couple of black-and-whites, a number of civilian vehicles, and a maxibus. And I lost them.”
    “All by yourself?”
    “It was my call. The wrong call. Best I got was make and model of the van. And the plate. Turns out the plate belongs to a black panel van of that make and model, but not that panel van. Dupe plates, and they were smart enough to dupe them from the same type of vehicle. Guy who owns the legal van--which was legally parked at his place of business--is a licensed home handy. He’s clean, and he was home watching screen with his wife.”
    She took a swig of water. “So we got injuries, property destruction, possible--hell, probable--civil suits against the department, and the suspects know I’ve made their ride.”
    “And Whitney dressed you down right and proper.”
    “Ho boy.”
    “I doubt he’d have done differently than you, under the same circumstances.”
    “Maybe not. Probably not. Still a wrong call. And the mayor will chew out the chief, the chief will chew out the commander, and down to me. Nobody below me on this particular feeding chain. The media will have a feeding frenzy.”
    “So, you got your ass kicked a bit. A little ass kicking from time to time builds character.”
    “Hell it does. It results in a sore ass.” She let out a sigh. “I’ve got data on all purchases of that make and model. Popular. I left the color open. Figured it’d be easy to paint. I don’t expect to have bells ring on that angle. If it were me, I’d’ve bought it out of town. Or jacked it off some lot outside New York. There won’t be a record, there won’t be a bill of sale.”
    “You’re discouraged.” And he hated to see it. “You shouldn’t be.”
    “No, just feeling a little beat up tonight. Sorry for my sorry self.”
    “So get some sleep. Start fresh in the morning.”
    “You’re not.”
    “Actually, I will.” He gave commands to save, lock, and shut down.
    “You’ve got your own work tomorrow.”
    “I’ve rescheduled some things.” He walked her out, secured the doors. “I spoke with Richard and Beth. They’re coming to meet Nixie tomorrow.”
    “Tomorrow? I’d asked for quick but I didn’t expect immediate.”
    “Actually, they’ve been talking about taking another child. Have just put in applications. And Richard tells me Beth hoped for a girl this time. They both see this as a kind of sign.”
    He laid his hand on the base of her neck as they walked to the bedroom and rubbed what she thought of as his magic fingers on the dulling ache. “Fate’s a fickle and often insensitive bitch, isn’t she?” he commented. “And yet, there are moments you see the work. If their daughter hadn’t been murdered, they would never have looked to take a child into their home. If a friend of mine