Love is Always Write Anthology Volume 8

tight brown nubs, and oh, yeah, feeling intimidated was fading fast in a wave of pure unadulterated lust.
    Josh fought it down enough to say, "Trey? Everything okay?"
    Trey stepped inside and closed the door behind him. Silently he walked to the bed and stood looking down at Josh. Josh's eyes couldn't help tracking down to the hard cock tenting those blue boxers but he forced them up to meet Trey's again. Trey said roughly, "Do you still want me?"
    Josh was going to ask what kind of question that was, but Trey's eyes were serious so he said simply, "Yes. Always."
    "Okay." Trey put his hands to his hips and shucked the boxers. His long slender cock bobbed free of its fabric prison. Josh swallowed hard and scooted over to make room in the bed. He flipped the covers back. Trey crawled in and lay on his side looking at Josh, and then leaned forward for a kiss.
    Josh broke all previous self-control records by keeping it short and dry and then backing away enough to say, "Maybe we should talk."
    Trey grinned at him, but the sexy twist of his lips didn't quite match his eyes. "You have me naked and hard in your bed and you want to talk? Are you sure you're gay? I mean, bi?"
    "Oh, I'm sure." Josh slid his hand over that jutting erection, feeling Trey's silky skin, Trey's dick , under his palm. But after one stroke that made Trey shudder he let go again. "I just want to make sure you're not, like, doing this just because I want to."
    Trey took Josh's wrist and lifted his hand back where it had been. "Does that feel like I don't want it?"
    Josh slid his hand slowly up and over. "So what changed since last night?"
    Trey shrugged uncomfortably. "I'm not sure. I guess, I tried to figure out what I was waiting for, what you could do to make me really believe this would work out long term. And I couldn't come up with anything. So I thought, if I was waiting for you to make some gesture even I hadn't thought of, then that was pretty much cutting off my nose to spite my face. Somewhere around four a.m. I decided that the only way I was going to get any sleep was if I just made up my mind to jump your bones in the morning and let whatever happens happen."
    Josh rolled a little further to get both hands into play, stroking Trey's soft furry balls as he pumped him lightly. Trey grunted and spread his legs wider. Josh bent over and kissed him and this time he nudged Trey's mouth open and invaded with his tongue. Josh kissed slowly, making it hot and wet, until Trey was panting. Then Josh looked down at him. He reached across Trey to the nightstand and came back with his cell phone.
    Trey blinked at him. "That's not a condom."
    Josh just smiled and hit send a couple of times. His brother's voice was irritated. "Do you know what time it is?"
    Josh glanced at the clock. "It's eight in the morning in Chicago. What kind of slug are you?"
    "The kind that has the week off and was planning to sleep in every single day."
    Josh hit the speaker button and said, "Hey Felix, remember what I told you yesterday?"
    "About..."
    "About being bi and falling for a man, yeah."
    "Hard to forget," Felix grunted.
    Josh looked over at Trey, whose face was a stunned blank. Josh raised his eyebrows, and said, "It's pretty serious."
    "Well I figured," Felix returned. "Or you wouldn't have even brought up the subject. What do you need? I told you, I'm not gonna help you tell Mom and Dad."
    "Do you want to know who he is?"
    Trey went pale and shook his head violently. On the phone Felix said, "Do I know him?"
    "Yeah, never mind," Josh said. "I really called to find out if you know when Mom and Dad get back to civilization."
    "Saturday afternoon. You're seriously going to tell them?"
    Josh couldn't help the stutter of panic in his chest but he said, "Yeah. First chance I get."
    "Better go home first and get anything you don't want to see on a bonfire."
    Josh sighed. "I don't think there's anything I can't live without."
    "Well, I get dibs on your snowboards then."
    "Shit, are those still there?" Well, it wasn't as if he was going to do a lot of boarding if he moved to L.A.. "Hell, yeah, knock yourself out."
    "Josh." Felix's voice got slow and serious. "Are you sure this guy is worth it? You can't take this back once you tell Mom."
    "I'm sure," Josh said, his eyes on Trey. "I'd tell the whole world about him." So there, Trey, your turn to ante up.
    Even with that thought, he was startled when Trey reached out and took the phone from his hand. Trey's voice was so unlike