Marked

And then, totally and utterly shocking me, he took my hand. "At least I'd like it to be your business.”
    "Oh," I said. "Okay, well, okay." Once again, I was sure I was astounding him with my witty conversation skills.
    "So you weren't just avoiding me tonight; you really had some thinking to do?" he asked slowly.
    "I wasn't avoiding you. There's just …," I hesitated, not sure how the hell to explain something I was pretty sure I shouldn't explain to him. "There's a lot of stuff going on with me right now. This whole Change thing is pretty confusing sometimes.”
    "It gets better," he said, squeezing my hand.
    "Somehow, for me, I doubt it," I muttered.
    He laughed and tapped my Mark with his finger. "You're just ahead of some of the rest of us. That's hard at first, but, believe me, it'll get easier―even for you.”
    I sighed. "I hope so." But I doubted it.
    We stopped in front of the dorm, and he turned to me, his voice suddenly low and serious. "Z, don't believe the crap Aphrodite says. She and I haven't been together in months.”
    "But you used to be," I said.
    He nodded and his face looked strained.
    "She's not a very nice person, Erik.”
    "I know that.”
    And then I realized what had really been bothering me and decided, oh, well, what the hell, I'd just say it.
    "I don't like it that you'd be with someone who's so mean. It makes me feel funny about wanting to be with you." He opened up his mouth to say something and I kept talking, not wanting to hear excuses I wasn't sure that I should or could believe. "Thanks for walking me home. I am glad you found me again.”
    "I'm glad I found you, too," he said. "I'd like to see you again, Z, and not just by accident.”
    I hesitated. And wondered why I was hesitating. I did want to see him again. I needed to forget Aphrodite. Seriously, she is really pretty and he is a guy. He probably fell into her haggish (and hot) clutches before he knew what was happening. I mean, she did kinda remind me of a spider. I should be glad that she hadn't bitten his head off, and give the guy a chance.
    "Okay, how about I watch those dorky DVDs with you Saturday?" I said before I could freakishly talk myself out of going out with the most gorgeous guy at this school.
    "It's a date," he said.
    Obviously giving me time to pull away if I wanted to, Erik slowly bent down and kissed me. His lips were warm and he smelled really good. The kiss was soft and nice. Honestly, it made me want him to kiss me more. Too soon it was over, but he didn't move away from me. We were standing close, and I realized that I had my hands on his chest. His were resting lightly on my shoulders. I smiled up at him.
    "I'm glad you asked me out again,” I said.
    "I'm glad you finally said yes," he said.
    Then he kissed me again, only this time he wasn't hesitant. The kiss deepened, and my arms went up around his shoulders. I felt, more than heard, him moan and as he kissed me long and hard it was like he flipped a switch somewhere deep inside me, and hot, sweet, electric desire flashed through me. It was crazy and amazing, and more than anyone else's kisses had ever made me feel.
    I loved the way my body fitted his, hard against soft, and I pressed myself against him, forgetting about Aphrodite and the circle I'd just cast and the entire rest of the world. This time when we broke off the kiss we were both breathing hard, and we stared at each other. As my sense started to return to me I realized that I was totally smushed against him and that I'd been standing there in front of the dorm making out like a slut. I started to pull out of his arms.
    "What's wrong? Why do you suddenly look different?" he said, tightening his arms around me.
    "Erik, I'm not like Aphrodite." I pulled harder and he let me go.
    "I know you're not. I wouldn't like you if you were like her.”
    "I don't just mean my personality. I mean standing out here making out with you isn't normal behavior for me.”
    "Okay." He reached one hand toward me as though he wanted to pull me back into his arms, but then he seemed to change his mind and his hand fell to his side. "Zoey, you make me feel different than anyone has ever made me feel before.”
    I felt my face getting hot and I couldn't tell if it was from anger or embarrassment. "Don't patronize me, Erik. I saw you in the hall with Aphrodite. You've clearly felt this kind of stuff before, and more.”
    He shook his head and I saw hurt in his eyes. "What Aphrodite made me feel was all