Orphan Train

to make scones and biscuits and porridge,
     last to bed when she shuts off the lights.
    At night, in the living room, the women gather to talk about the stockings they wear,
     whether the best ones have a seam up the back or are smooth, which brands last longest,
     which are scratchy; the most desirable shade of lipstick (by consensus, Ritz Bonfire
     Red); and their favorite brands of face powder. I sit silently by the fireplace, listening.
     Miss Larsen rarely participates; she is busy in the evenings creating lesson plans
     and studying. She wears small gold glasses when she reads, which seems to be whenever
     she isn’t doing chores. She always has a book or a dishrag in her hand, and sometimes
     both.
    I am beginning to feel at home here. But as much as I hope that Mrs. Murphy has forgotten
     I don’t belong, of course she hasn’t. One afternoon, when I come in from the car with
     Miss Larsen after school, Mr. Sorenson is standing in the foyer, holding his black
     felt hat in his hands like a steering wheel. My stomach flops.
    “Ah, here she is!” Mrs. Murphy exclaims. “Come, Niamh, into the parlor. Join us, please,
     Miss Larsen. Shut that door, we’ll catch our death of cold. Tea, Mr. Sorenson?”
    “That would be lovely, Mrs. Murphy,” Mr. Sorenson says, lumbering after her through
     the double doors.
    Mrs. Murphy gestures toward the rose velvet sofa and he sits down heavily, like an
     elephant I once saw in a picture book, his large stomach protruding from rounded thighs.
     Miss Larsen and I sit in the wingback chairs. When Mrs. Murphy disappears into the
     kitchen, he leans forward and smirks. “Niamh again, are you?”
    “I don’t know.” I glance out the window at the street dusted with snow and Mr. Sorenson’s
     dark green truck that I somehow hadn’t noticed earlier parked in front of the house.
     The vehicle, more than his presence, makes me shudder. It’s the same one I rode in
     to the Grotes’, with Mr. Sorenson gabbing cheerfully the whole way.
    “Let’s go back to Dorothy, shall we?” he says. “Easier.”
    Miss Larsen looks as me, and I shrug. “All right.”
    He clears his throat. “Why don’t we get to it.” He pulls his small glasses out of
     his breast pocket, puts them on, and holds a paper out at arm’s length. “There have
     been two failed attempts at placing out. The Byrnes and the Grotes. Trouble with the
     woman of the house in both places.” He looks at me over the top of his silver rims.
     “I must tell you, Dorothy, it’s beginning to appear that there’s some kind of . . .
     problem with you.”
    “But I didn’t—”
    He waves his sausage fingers at me. “The predicament, you must understand, is that
     you are an orphan, and that whatever the reality, it looks as if there may be an issue
     with . . . insubordination. Now, there are several ways to proceed. First, of course,
     we can send you back to New York. Or we can attempt to find another home.” He sighs
     heavily. “Which, to be frank, may prove difficult.”
    Mrs. Murphy, who has been in and out of the room with her cabbage-rose tea service
     and is now pouring tea into delicate, thin-rimmed cups, sets the teapot on a trivet
     in the middle of the polished coffee table. She hands Mr. Sorenson a cup and offers
     him the sugar bowl. “Marvelous, Mrs. Murphy,” he says, and dumps four spoons of sugar
     into his cup. He adds milk, stirs it noisily, rests the small silver spoon on the
     rim of his saucer, and takes a long slurp.
    “Mr. Sorenson,” Mrs. Murphy says when his cup is back in its resting place. “A thought
     occurs. May I speak with you in the foyer?”
    “Why certainly.” He wipes his mouth with a pink napkin and gets up to follow her into
     the hall.
    When the door closes behind them, Miss Larsen takes a sip of tea and places her cup
     back on its saucer with a little rattle. The brass lamp on the round table between
     us emits an amber glow. “I’m sorry you have to go through this. But I’m sure you understand
     that Mrs. Murphy, generous hearted as she is, can’t take you in indefinitely. You do understand, don’t you?”
    “Yes.” There’s a lump in my throat. I don’t trust myself to say more.
    When Mrs. Murphy and Mr. Sorenson come back into the room, she fixes her steady gaze
     on him and smiles.
    “You are quite a fortunate girl,” he tells me. “This extraordinary woman!” He beams
     at Mrs. Murphy, and she lowers her eyes. “Mrs. Murphy has