Quirke 06 - Holy Orders

see?” Molly asked of Quirke. “Mikey,” she said, “and Paudeen.”
    “I don’t know who they are,” Quirke said.
    “Packie’s sons. I saw them giving you the eye, yourself and the peeler, when the two of yiz were going off today.”
    “No,” Quirke said, “I didn’t see anyone, except you.” He did not know why he had lied.
    She gave a grim little laugh. “That’s good,” she said. “Them boys would make short work of you.”
    “Would they? Why?”
    This time she laughed aloud. “Oh, aren’t you the innocent, now,” she said merrily.
    There was a brief pause. “Is Packie here?” Quirke asked.
    “And where else would he be?”
    “I don’t know. I thought he might have business somewhere.”
    This amused her. “Business, is it? He always has business, but he don’t move much from the home place here.”
    “Is he your—your husband?”
    She scowled faintly. “I’m his mull .”
    “Mull,” Quirke said. “Does that mean wife?”
    “ Mull is woman,” she said, and turned her face aside with a grimace of distaste, as if something sour had come into her mouth. After a moment she spoke again. “My sister was his missus. She died.”
    He lowered his voice to a murmur. “And Lily? Is she yours?”
    She wrinkled up her face in disgusted incredulity. “Are you joking me?”
    “I’m sorry,” he said. “I didn’t mean to…”
    Cinnamon, that was what he had been smelling: cinnamon, a soft brown fragrance. For a moment in his mind he saw a desert under moonlight, the clifflike dunes glimmering, their edges sharp as scimitars, and in the distance, at the head of a long plume of dust, a line of camels and their drivers, and mounted on the camels swarthy sharp-faced men in turbans, and behind them their women, veiled, bejeweled, plump as pigeons.
    “There was a young man,” he said. “He worked for the newspapers, Jimmy Minor was his name. Small fellow, small as a child, almost. Smoked a lot. Did he come here? Did you see him, ever?”
    She moved sideways along the bed to the stove, and with a metal hook opened the fire door and threw the butt of her cigarette into the flames, and shut the door again. No, Quirke thought, he was wrong; what he was smelling was not cinnamon but some kind of sweet wood that was burning in the stove, maybe rosewood, or cedar. He wondered again if he was really here. Yet would he be smelling this smell if it was all in his imagination? This woman sitting before him, the girl on the bed, would they be so real? He made a fist of his right hand and dug the nails into his palm. He could feel that, all right. Yet how could he be sure his nerves were not deceiving him? Thinking this, he felt the by now familiar dizziness, as if he were standing on the rim of a precipice and the dark emptiness were calling to him to jump, to jump . But he would not jump, no, he would not. He had so many things to do yet, so many things. He would not die.
    The woman was rolling another cigarette. She was expert at it, shaping the slim white cylinder between her fingers and licking the gummed edge of the paper with the sharp moist tip of her scarlet tongue. When she had finished the cigarette she offered it to him. He took it, and thanked her. She began to roll another for herself.
    “Did Jimmy Minor come here?” Quirke asked. “Did you see him?”
    “The sharog ?” the woman said, tapping one end of the rolled cigarette on her thumbnail.
    “Sharog,” Quirke said. “What’s that?”
    She took a light again from his lighter and leaned back and expelled a cone of smoke upwards into the vault of the ceiling. “The redhead,” she said.
    Quirke nodded. “Yes, that’s right—Jimmy Minor had red hair.”
    She edged along the bed again, and took up a kettle from somewhere on the floor, and with the metal hook lifted the cover of the stove and put the kettle on the hot plate. A few drops of moisture hissed and skittered on the glowing metal.
    Again Quirke was aware of the child’s labored breathing. Asthmatic, he thought, distractedly. She stirred herself now and got on all fours and crawled along the bed, past the loop of lace curtain, and reached out a hand towards Quirke and made to take the cigarette from his fingers. He drew back instinctively but the child reached after him, until he felt he had no choice but to relinquish the cigarette. She took it, holding it between two fingertips and a thumb, and sat back against the wall as before and took a deep draw of smoke. The