Rant

for me.” He says, “Let her know, does her cholesterol taste too high.”
    Brenda Jordan ( Childhood Friend): Don’t say I told, but Rant showed me a gold twenty-dollar coin his mama gived him for his going away. Dated 1884. Mrs. Casey told how Chet Casey weren’t Rant’s real daddy, but she’d never tell how come she had that coin she gived him for good luck.
    Echo Lawrence: And his dad, whether it’s good night or goodbye, Chet Casey leans over the top of Rant’s hair. His face bent over the skin of Rant’s forehead, where the wind combs the bangs back, that bare spot, his dad bumps. His lips press and bounce off. Chester says, “Tell Shot Dunyun not to let his little-bitty pug dog, Sandy, drink out of the toilet.”
    Another impossible piece of advice. Shot had never met Chet Casey. Even I didn’t know the name of Shot’s little dog.
    The next new star gets big. The headlights of the bus, one bright spot breaking into two separate stars. As those lights come closer to Rant and his dad, the headlights spread farther and farther apart.
    “Soon as you discover your true nature,” Chester tells his son, “you hightail it back to Middleton.”
    Irene Casey ( Rant’s Mother): Anytime anybody in Middleton opens their mouth, you need to ask: “Why are you telling me this?”
    Shot Dunyun ( Party Crasher): How weird is this? But the last words Rant’s old man says to him, while Rant’s waving from the window of the bus, is Chet Casey yells, “Find the truth and hurry back, and maybe you can save your ma from getting attacked by that crazy-insane lunatic…”
    Echo Lawrence: Chester Casey, both his thumbs hooked in the front belt loops of his blue jeans, he says, “Don’t think on this any too hard. None of this is gonna make sense until it’s close to, just about, almost too late.”
    Rant’s father shouts, “It pains me, I’ll never put eyes on you again.”
    13–Sporting
    Bodie Carlyle ( Childhood Friend): Monday mornings, I’d feel wore out from staying plugged in all Sunday night, cramming for Algebra II. Mr. Wyland hands out six or eight hours of homework to boost, and I’d always leave it for the last minute. My eyes closed, I can still hear the voice of the primary witness, the gal who boosted those lessons. Since you can’t out-cord thoughts—only sensory junk like taste, smell, sounds, and sights—the primary witness talks through every step of every equation, yakking away, while you watch her hand holding chalk, scratching the numbers on a blackboard.
    Her voice saying, “When X equals the cosine of Y, and Y is of greater value than Z, the determining factor ofX must include…” And by then, I’m asleep. Still boosting, but sawing logs. Monday mornings, all I learned was the smell of chalk dust. The tap-tapping of each time her chalk hit the board to make a new line. Not a Smart Board, not even a whiteboard, that’s how cheap: a chalkboard. Decades later, I could tell you that primary witness was right-handed and wore a long-sleeve red sweater rolled back a ways at the wrist. Always, the taste of black coffee in her mouth. A Night-timer’s hand, somebody told me. No tan on the back. The back and knuckles and palm, all the same color.
    Only thing that kept me from failing was, Rant Casey knowed even less than shit, and Mr. Wyland graded on a curve. Most Mondays, before daylight, Rant would come knock on my bedroom window. Beyond a couple horizons we’d walk, until Rant found his hole. With one sleeve rolled up and everything to the shoulder of him stuffed underground, Rant would ask me to teach him. Algebra. History. Social studies. He blamed it on the spider bites, the poison, or having rabies, but he complained his port didn’t work. He’d plug in but couldn’t boost nothing.
    Danny Perry ( Childhood Friend): Rant Casey would go down on his belly in the sand, plant his elbows on either side of a burrow, and poke his nose inside. Just from the stink, sniffing some dirty hole, Rant could tell rabbit or coyote or skunk or deadly spider. Could even tell you what kind of spider.
    To be Rant Casey’s friend was always some test. For guys, you had to shove your hand in his choice of dark hole, far up as your elbow, not figuring what you’d find.
    Bodie Carlyle: Us in the desert, watching the light wash up from the horizon, fire colors, I told Rant about the federal I-SEE-U Act and how pale and spooky the algebra hand looked. A hand never out in the sun. The taste of a