Spencerville
corn was not ready and wouldn’t be until sometime between Halloween and Thanksgiving. Keith thought if he was still around then, he’d offer the Mullers and the Jenkinses a hand with their harvests. The machinery did most of the work these days, but an able-bodied man who sat around during the harvest was still thought of as a slothful sinner, predestined for hell. People who pitched in, on the other hand, were quite obviously among the saved. Keith had a little trouble with Protestant predestination and suspected that most of his neighbors, except for the Amish, weren’t too sure about it themselves anymore. But to play it safe, most people acted like they were among the saved, and, in any case, Keith wanted to bring in a harvest again.
There was some work to do in the house, so he didn’t mind the rain. He had a list of handyman chores—plumbing, electric, ripped screens, things that were too loose and things that were too tight. His father had left the entire workshop in the cellar, complete with tools and hardware.
Keith found he enjoyed the small chores, which gave him a sense of accomplishment that he hadn’t felt in some time.
He began the task of changing all the rubber washers in all the faucets in the house. This may not have been what other former senior intelligence officers were doing at the moment, but it was just mindless enough to give him time to think.
The week had passed without incident, and Keith noticed that the police cars had stopped cruising past his house. This coincided with Annie’s absence, and for all he knew, Cliff Baxter had gone to Bowling Green as well, though he doubted it. He doubted it because he understood a man like Baxter. Not only would Cliff Baxter be an anti-intellectual in the worst tradition of small-town America, but on a personal level Baxter would not go to a place where his wife had spent four happy years, premarriage.
Another type of man might be secure in the knowledge that his wife had only one lover in four years of college and hadn’t screwed the entire football team. But Cliff Baxter probably considered his wife’s premarital sex as something he should be pissed off about. Surely, the woman had no life before Mr. Wonderful.
Keith had given some thought to driving to Bowling Green. What better place to run into each other? But she said she’d stop by when she returned. And there was still the possibility that Cliff Baxter had gone with her, to keep an eye on her and to be certain she was miserable while showing their daughter around the town and university. Keith could only imagine what kind of discussions had taken place in the Baxter house when Wendy Baxter announced she’d applied to and been accepted by her mother’s alma mater.
Keith understood, too, that now with both son and daughter away at school, Annie Baxter had to do some thinking. Annie had hinted as much in one of her recent letters, but referred only to “making some decisions about finishing my doctorate, or getting a full-time paying job, or doing things I’ve been putting off too long.”
Maybe, Keith thought, there was some preordained destiny at work, as Pastor Wilkes had preached, and life was not the chaos it seemed. After all, hadn’t Keith Landry’s arrival in Spencerville coincided with Annie Baxter’s newly empty nest? But this confluence of events was not totally serendipitous; Keith knew from Annie’s letters that Wendy was going away to college, which may have subconsciously influenced his decision to return. On the other hand, his forced retirement could have occurred two or three years ago, or two or three years from now. But more important, he was ready to change his life, and, by the tone of her recent letters, she was long overdue. So coincidence, subconscious planning, or miracle? No doubt a little of each.
He was torn between action and inaction, between waiting and doing. His Army training had taught him to act, his intelligence training had taught him patience. “There is a time to sow and a time to reap,” said his Sunday school teacher. One of his intelligence school instructors had added, “Miss either of those times and you’re fucked.”
“Amen.”
Keith finished the last faucet and paused to wash his hands in the kitchen sink.
He’d accepted an invitation to attend a Labor Day barbecue at his Aunt Betty’s house a few miles away. The weather had been good, the steaks were terrific, the salads were all homemade, and the sweet corn,
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