The Invisible Ring
said a bit desperately, wanting to distract her.
She looked at the game board. No, it isnt.
Is.
Isnt.
Is.
Isnt.
Move anyway.
She moved a Blood male pawn.
He pounced on it with a Warlord.
Her pained gasp broke his heart.
He caught her as she stumbled away from the table. Im sorry, he said, wrapping his arms around her. Lia, Im sorry.
Hed still be alive if it wasnt for me, Lia sobbed. If I hadnt bought him, hed still be alive.
Maybe, Jared said. He gently stroked her back.
He would. She clutched his shirt and pressed her face against his shoulder. He would.
Listen to me, sweetheart. Jared gave her a little shake. Listen to me. You may have heard the women the Gray Lady brought out of Raej talk about being enslaved and the brutality they endured, but you dont know what its like for the males. You cant.
Ive heard
Youve heard nothing, Jared said, sharpening his voice enough to prick her pride and make her raise her head and look at him. Youve heard what they would admit to, what the scars on their bodies wont allow them to deny. But they arent going to tell you about the other kinds of wounds or the deep scars you cant see. No man would tell a young Queen about the kinds of twisted games that are played in those courts. Were all scarred, Lia. Were stripped of our honor and our pride. Were punished when we act like Blood males and punished when we dont. Dorothea SaDiablo and the Queens who dance to her tune dont just rape a mans body, they rape his soul. They take whats good in a man and twist it out of all recognition.
Jared captured Lias face between his hands. As bad as it is for a Jeweled male, its ten times worse for a Blood male whose inner barriers can be pried open by any Jeweled female who wants to toy with him. And half-Blood males, who have no barriers at all, dont have any kind of a chance. Unless theyre sired by an aristo male, most of them never reach maturity. Theyre used until they start showing signs of becoming men, and then Jared stopped. Took a deep breath. Tomas might have lived another year or two. But if you hadnt bought him, he never would have known kindness, never would have known what it was liked to serve a Lady who cared about him.
Fresh tears spilled down Lias face. He didnt know he wasnt a slave, she choked out.
Jared wiped away the tears with his thumbs. He served, Lady Ardelia. He was too bright not to understand the difference whether you actually said the words or not. He deserved more time. He deserved a better life. But he didnt die because of you, Lia. He died because of Dorotheas greedy ambition to devour the entire Realm of Terreille. If you want to avenge Tomas, continue to be the strong Queen you are. Dont let Haylls shadow fall over Dena Nehele.
Lia leaned against him, wrapping her arms around his waist.
Jared swayed back and forth, rocking her as he softly sang an old song that Reyna used to sing when he needed comforting.
Thats nice, Lia murmured.
Jared sank the fingers of one hand into her hair. Yes, it is.
Youve got a pleasing voice. Deep but smooth.
Jared smiled. My father always said I got my mothers voice but an octave lower. His arms tightened around her. Lia, we have to leave in the morning, and Ive been thinking . . .
Lia raised her head and studied his face. Why does that sound like something I should worry about?
Jared frowned at her. Theres nothing wrong with my brains.
Thats true, Lia agreed thoughtfully. Your being so bossy when you start fussing has nothing to do with your brains.
What?
She smiled at him.
His frown deepened. Tomorrow well go to Dena Nehele.
No.
Once youre safely home, Ill go to Ranons Wood
No.
and bring the others
NO!
Lia shoved him hard enough to break his hold on her. She stumbled back a couple of steps before she regained her balance.
Dont be stubborn about this, Lia, Jared growled.
Her gray eyes darkened. Youre a fine one to accuse anyone else of being stubborn.
Jared gritted his teeth. Youll be safe.
I knew the risks when I agreed
You knew nothing! Jared shouted. You were supposed to meet an escort at a Coach station who would get you safely home. You , Lia. Despite what you may want to believe, those men werent there
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