The Kill Artist

you."
    "Oh, God."
    "Don't worry. I'm not going to let him talk to you again."
    Before Gabriel had been allowed to leave the United States, he was forced to endure eight hours of questioning: CIA, FBI, New York City police. Shamron had been at his side, like a good defense attorney at a deposition-objecting, stonewalling, impeding every step of the way. In the end it disintegrated into a shouting match. A full account of the operation against Tariq, based on anonymous "Western and Middle Eastern intelligence sources," appeared in The New York Times two days later. Gabriel's name made it into print. So did Jacqueline's.
    "I'm convinced it was Carter who leaked everything to the Times." Gabriel detected a hint of admiration in the old man's voice. He'd used the press to eviscerate an enemy once or twice himself over the years. "I suppose he had a right to be angry with me. I lied to his face about our knowledge of Tariq's involvement in Paris."
    "Lev must have talked too."
    "Of course he did. Carter's beyond my reach. Little Lev will pay dearly." Shamron pushed his plate away a few inches, rested his stubby elbows on the table, and covered his mouth with his fist. "At least our reputation as a bold action service has been restored. After all, we did take down Tariq in the middle of Manhattan and save Arafat's life."
    "No thanks to me."
    "What are you talking about?"
    "Tariq nearly killed me. And he could have killed Arafat if he hadn't gotten cold feet at the last minute. Why did he let him live?"
    "Arafat is being very tight-lipped about what transpired in that room. Obviously, he said something that made Tariq change his mind."
    "Any sign of Yusef?"
    Shamron shook his head. "We'll keep looking for him, of course, but I doubt we'll ever find him again. He's probably deep in the mountains of Afghanistan by now."
    "And Benjamin Stone?"
    "Relaxing in the Caribbean aboard his yacht." Shamron abruptly changed course. "I stopped in on Jacqueline today."
    "How is she?"
    "Why don't you ask her yourself? She wants to see you."
    "I have to get back to Jerusalem."
    "Why, Gabriel? So you can waste more time wandering the Old City with the crazies? Go see the girl. Spend some time with her. Who knows? You might actually enjoy yourself."
    "When do I get to leave?"
    "In my professional opinion it will never be safe for you to leave Israel."
    "I want to go home."
    "This is your home, Gabriel!"
    But Gabriel just shook his head slowly.
    "What have I done to you, Gabriel? Why do you hate your people and your country so?"
    "I don't hate anyone. I just have no peace here."
    "So you want to run back to Europe? Back to your paintings? Do me a favor. Get out of Jerusalem for a few days. Take a car and travel this country of yours. Get to know her again. You might like what you see."
    "I'm not up to it. I'd rather stay in Jerusalem until you set me free."
    "Damn you, Gabriel!" Shamron slammed his fist onto the table, rattling dishes. "You've spent the last years of your life fixing everything and everyone but yourself. You restore paintings and old sailboats. You restored the Office. You restored Jacqueline and Julian Isherwood. You even managed to restore Tariq in a strange way-you made certain we buried him in the Upper Galilee. But now it's time to restore yourself. Get out of that flat. Live life, before you wake up one day and discover you're an old man. Like me."
    "What about your watchers?"
    "I put them there for your own good."
    "Get rid of them."
    Shamron stuck out his jaw. "Fine, you're on your own."
    As Gabriel rode back to Jerusalem that night, he thought how well things had worked out for the old man. Lev and the others were gone, Tariq was dead, and the reputation of the Office had been restored. Not bad for a few weeks' work, Ari. Not bad at all.
    Gabriel went south first, down through the barren escarpments and craters of the Negev to Eilat and the Red Sea. He spent a day sunning himself on the beach but soon grew restless and set out toward the north, taking the fast road up the western Negev to Beersheba, then the black ribbon of highway through the Wilderness of Judea and the West Bank.
    Something made him scale the punishing Snake Path up the eastern face of Masada and roam the ruins of the ancient fortress. He avoided the tourist kitsch of the Dead Sea, spent an afternoon wandering the Arab markets of Hebron and Jenin. He wished he could have seen Shamron's face, watching him as he haggled with the merchants in their white