The Lincoln Lawyer

pacing, the phone pressed so hard against my ear that it hurt.
    “Right-uh, west. He’s going west.”
    He was now driving parallel to Dickens, one block away, in the direction of my daughter’s apartment.
    “He just stopped again,” Valenzuela announced. “It’s not an intersection. It looks like he’s in the middle of the block. I think he parked it.”
    I ran my free hand through my hair like a desperate man.
    “Fuck it, I’ve gotta go. My cell’s dead. Call Maggie and tell her he’s heading her way. Tell her to just get in the car and get out of there!”
    I shouted Maggie’s number into the phone and dropped it as I headed out of the kitchen. I knew it would take me a minimum of twenty minutes to get to Dickens-and that was hitting the curves on Mulholland at sixty in the Lincoln -but I couldn’t stand around shouting orders on the phone while my family was in danger. I grabbed the gun off the table and went to the door. I was shoving it into the side pocket of my jacket as I opened the door.
    Mary Windsor was standing there, her hair wet from the rain.
    “Mary, what -”
    She raised her hand. I looked down to see the metal glint of the gun in it just as she fired.

FORTY-SIX
    T he sound was loud and the flash as bright as a camera’s. The impact of the bullet tearing into me was like what I imagine a kick from a horse would feel like. In a split second I went from standing still to moving backwards. I hit the wood floor hard and was propelled into the wall next to the living room fireplace. I tried to reach both hands to the hole in my gut but my right hand was hung up in the pocket of my jacket. I held myself with the left and tried to sit up.
    Mary Windsor stepped forward and into the house. I had to look up at her. Through the open door behind her I could see the rain coming down. She raised the weapon and pointed it at my forehead. In a flash moment my daughter’s face came to me and I knew I wasn’t going to let her go.
    “You tried to take my son from me!” Windsor shouted. “Did you think I could allow you to do that and just walk away?”
    And then I knew. Everything crystallized. I knew she had said similar words to Raul Levin before she had killed him. And I knew that there had been no rape in an empty house in Bel-Air. She was a mother doing what she had to do. Roulet’s words came back to me then.
You’re right about one thing. I am a son of a bitch
.
    And I knew, too, that Raul Levin’s last gesture had not been to make the sign of the devil, but to make the letter
M
or
W,
depending on how you looked at it.
    Windsor took another step toward me.
    “You go to hell,” she said.
    She steadied her hand to fire. I raised my right hand, still wrapped in my jacket. She must have thought it was a defensive gesture because she didn’t hurry. She was savoring the moment. I could tell. Until I fired.
    Mary Windsor’s body jerked backwards with the impact and she landed on her back in the threshold of the door. Her gun clattered to the floor and I heard her make a high-pitched whining noise. Then I heard the sound of running feet on the steps up to the front deck.
    “Police!” a woman shouted. “Put your weapons down!”
    I looked through the door and didn’t see anyone.
    “Put your weapons down and come out with your hands in full view!”
    This time it was a man who had yelled and I recognized the voice.
    I pulled the gun out of my jacket pocket and put it on the floor. I slid it away from me.
    “The weapon’s down,” I called out, as loud as the hole in my stomach allowed me to. “But I’m shot. I can’t get up. We’re both shot.”
    I first saw the barrel of a pistol come into view in the doorway. Then a hand and then a wet black raincoat containing Detective Lankford. He moved into the house and was quickly followed by his partner, Detective Sobel. Lankford kicked the gun away from Windsor as he came in. He kept his own weapon pointed at me.
    “Anybody else in the house?” he asked loudly.
    “No,” I said. “Listen to me.”
    I tried to sit up but pain shot through my body and Lankford yelled.
    “Don’t move! Just stay there!”
    “Listen to me. My fam -”
    Sobel yelled a command into a handheld radio, ordering paramedics and ambulance transport for two people with gunshot wounds.
    “One transport,” Lankford corrected. “She’s gone.”
    He pointed his gun at Windsor.
    Sobel shoved the radio into her raincoat pocket and came to me. She knelt down and