The Mask
sorry. I hope there wasnt a lot of damage.
Surprised by the girls statement and by the genuine look of concern on her face, Carol laughed. For heavens sake, honey, dont worry about my car. its your health thats important, not the VW. And Im the one who should be apologizing. I feel terrible about this.
You shouldnt, the girl said. I still have all my teeth, and none of my bones are broken, and Dr. Hannaport says the boys will still be interested in me. She grinned self-consciously.
Hes certainly right about the boys, Carol said. Youre a very pretty girl.
The grin became a shy smile, and the girl looked down at the covers on her lap, blushing.
Carol said, I was hoping Id find you here with your folks.
The girl tried to maintain a cheerful facade, but when she looked up, fear and doubt showed through the mask. I guess they havent filed a missing-persons report yet. But its only a matter of time.
Have you remembered anything at all about your past?
Not yet. But I will. She straightened the collar of her hospital gown and smoothed the covers over her lap as she talked. Dr. Hannaport says everythingll probably come back to me if I just dont push too hard at remembering. He says Im lucky I dont have global amnesia. Thats when you even forget how to read and write. Im not that bad off! Heck, no. Boy, wouldnt that be something? What if I had to learn to read, write, add, subtract, multiply, divide, and spell all over again? What a bore! She finished smoothing her covers and looked up again. Anyway, Ill most likely have my memory back in a day or two.
Im sure you will, Carol said, though she wasnt sure at all. Is there anything you need?
No. They supply everything. Even tiny tubes of toothpaste.
What about books, magazines?
The girl sighed. I was bored out of my skull this afternoon. You think they might keep a pile of old magazines for the patients?
Probably. What do you like to read?
Everything. I love to read; I remember that much. But I cant remember the titles of any books or magazines. This amnesia sure is funny, isnt it?
Hilarious, Carol said. Sit tight. Ill be right back.
At the nurses station at the end of the hall, she explained who she was and arranged to rent a small television set for Jane Does room. An orderly promised to hook it up right away.
The chief RN on dutya stocky, gray-haired woman who wore her glasses on a chain around her necksaid, Shes such a sweet girl. Shes charmed everyone. Hasnt complained or uttered a cross word to a soul. There arent many teenagers with her composure.
Carol took the elevator down to the ground-floor lobby and went to the newsstand. She bought a Hershey bar, an Almond Joy, and six magazines that looked as if they would appeal to a young girl. By the time she got back to room 316, the orderly had just finished installing the TV.
You shouldnt have done all this, the girl said.
When my parents show up, Ill make sure they pay you back.
I wont accept a dime, Carol said.
But
No buts.
I dont need to be pampered. Im fine. Really. If you
Im not pampering you, honey. Just think of the magazines and the television as forms of therapy. In fact, they might be precisely the tools you need to break through this amnesia.
What do you mean?
Well, if you watch enough television, you might see a show you remember seeing before. That might spark a sort of chain reaction of memories.
You think so?
Its better than just sitting and staring at the walls or out the window. Nothing in this place is going to spark a memory because none of it is related to your past. But theres a chance the TV will do the trick.
The girl picked up the remote-control device that the orderly had given her, and she switched on the television set. A popular situation comedy was on.
Familiar? Carol asked.
The girl shook her head: no. Tears glistened in the corners of her eyes.
Hey, dont get upset, Carol said. It would be amazing if you remembered the first thing you saw. Its bound to take time.
She nodded and bit her lip, trying not to cry.
Carol moved close, took the girls hand; it was cool.
Will you come back tomorrow? Jane asked shakily.
Of course I will.
I mean, if its not out of your way.
Its no trouble at
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