With Abandon: With or Without, Book 4

swore he could actually feel that gaze on his skin.
    He was about to bust. Aubrey finished toweling off and dried Matt too. “All right. Bed.” He pushed
    Matt between the shoulder blades to get him moving. If he didn’t get this gorgeous man horizontal soon, he was going to go stark raving mad.
    Matt wandered into the room, pausing at the side of the bed as Aubrey climbed onto it. He bit his
    bottom lip. “Is this a good idea?”
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    Oh no. He was having doubts now? Aubrey kept his face blank, but it wasn’t easy. He wouldn’t pressure his mate, but he didn’t want to stop.
    “I mean the bed. Is it a good idea?”
    What? Where did Matt think they were going? “Yeah, it’s fine.” He patted the mattress next to him.
    Matt crawled onto the bed beside him and lay on his side facing Aubrey. “You said the bed is over
    two hundred years old. It’s like part of history.”
    Aubrey grinned and pushed Matt onto his back. “Sugar, the whole house is part of history. We aren’t
    going to hurt the bed. I’ve slept in it for the past thirty years, or near enough.” He’d used a baby bed for a year, which was every bit as old as this bed, but he didn’t want to get into antiques at the moment.
    Matt licked his lips and his gaze fastened on Aubrey’s mouth.
    “Mmm…” Aubrey kissed him and scooted against Matt’s side. It was like getting shocked from static
    electricity. That more than anything said this was not normal, casual sex. This was something altogether different.
    His hand found its way down Matt’s torso until it encountered the leaking tip of Matt’s prick. In
    response, Aubrey’s teeth grew to their wolf fangs. His entire body became supersensitive.
    Abandoning their kiss, he propped himself up on his elbow and watched more precome ooze from the
    slit in Matt’s cock as he dragged his hand upward.
    Matt’s belly flexed. “Oooh.”
    Yeah, ooh. He had to know what his mate tasted like. “Be still, okay?” He ran his tongue over his canines and scooted down the bed, making sure Matt knew why he didn’t want him to move.
    Swallowing so hard his Adam’s apple bobbed, Matt nodded.
    Aubrey’s lips closed over the head, and the tangy taste of Matt exploded on his tongue. Goodness,
    Matt even tasted better than other men. He was going to be a hard act to follow. Rasping his tongue over the tiny slit, Aubrey took his time laving Matt’s cock. He was going to savor this as long as he could.
    Matt’s legs moved restlessly, and his head and shoulders came off the mattress. “Oh God. Oh God,
    ohmigod.”
    Taking the tip into his mouth and sucking it, Aubrey got to his knees. He needed leverage. He wasn’t
    planning on turning loose of this lovely piece of meat anytime soon. It felt good in his mouth, warm and smooth. Using one hand to hold himself over Matt, he used the other to play with Matt’s balls. Oh, they were tight. Someone was close. Aubrey backed off a little, wanting this to last for both of them.
    Matt tangled his fists in the covers, bunching them. His whole body arched, pushing his dick to the
    back of Aubrey’s throat.
    Aubrey swallowed, and Matt’s legs trembled. This was going to be over in no time if he didn’t stop.
    Damn, he didn’t want to stop. Sitting up between Matt’s spread thighs, he continued to play with Matt’s balls. “What do you want to do, sugar?”

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    “Anything. Everything. Whatever you want.” Matt rocked his head side to side. He squeezed his eyes
    shut as if he was in pain, and his fangs peeked out from under his top lip. He probably was in pain, or uncomfortable at the very least, from holding back. But the release would be so much sweeter for the wait.
    Aubrey chuckled and ran his other palm up Matt’s thigh. He lifted Matt’s balls and traced his finger
    down, pushing between Matt’s cheeks until he touched the tiny opening. Oh God, he really wanted to look, but he kept his attention on Matt’s face, carefully trying to gauge his reaction.
    Matt met his gaze. His eyes flared for a brief second and closed. His head lolled back.
    As badly as Aubrey didn’t want to know, he suspected that Matt was indeed a virgin. Once again his
    conscience tried to make an appearance, but Aubrey squelched it. He’d go slowly just in case. “Talk to me, Matt. What do you want to do? Do you want to fuck me? Or do you want me to do you?”
    “I don’t