With Abandon: With or Without, Book 4

reached his cock.
    Aubrey strode forward. Figuring out what to do about their future could wait.
    Matt’s erection stood out from his body, taunting Aubrey. He knew what it felt like in his hand.
    Would it fit as perfectly in his mouth? His mouth watered just thinking about it. He wanted to try
    everything with Matt over and over again. It was unsettling and exciting. This infatuation couldn’t last, could it?
    Opening the door, Aubrey stepped into the heated spray.
    “Hi.” Closing his arms around Aubrey, Matt rubbed his back.
    The soft touches felt good, and Aubrey arched into them. He ran his hands down Matt’s stomach and
    around his hips, petting the smooth skin. “Hi, yourself.” He pressed them tighter together. Because of their height difference, Matt’s prick mashed against Aubrey’s stomach. It was nice but not enough. He
    maneuvered Matt until he could squash his own cock against Matt’s thigh. Oh, yeah that was better. It put a little pressure on his balls too, just enough to edge up his desire. Damn, he was so turned-on it was a wonder his legs were holding him upright.
    Matt didn’t help matters any. He squirmed, rubbing their bodies together as his mouth found
    Aubrey’s. The sound of wet skin slapping and Matt’s grunts surrounded them.
    They kissed for several seconds, both exploring and gently caressing. It wasn’t a rushed kiss or as
    intense as the other times. This was a seductive melding of mouths. Of two souls. Aubrey groaned. Good Lord, what the hell was he thinking? Breaking their kiss, he opened his eyes.
    The look of pure, relaxed bliss made Matt even more beautiful. Which was no easy feat since Matt
    was almost ridiculously pretty. After running a finger down Matt’s cheek, Aubrey forced himself to turn away and toward the spray. His stomach tied up in knots. It was an odd feeling to have at a time like this.
    Wanting to fuck was one thing. This was something entirely different. He grabbed the shampoo and

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    washed his hair. He shouldn’t be this off kilter. It was just sex. He’d been doing it since he was sixteen. So why did it feel like it was? The need to analyze this new reaction was as scary as the feeling.
    Matt’s hands ran over his back. “Did I do something?”
    “No.” Turning his head, Aubrey smiled and gave what he hoped was a provocative waggle of his
    eyebrows. “I just want to hurry and get showered. This stall is way too small to start anything. For what I have in mind we need the bed.”
    Matt blushed and his eyes bled out into canine eyes.
    Damn, that was hot. Aubrey’s muscles tensed, making his cock jerk. He nipped Matt’s chin. “That
    isn’t going to help me wash any faster.”
    “What?” Matt’s voice came out as a whisper.
    “Your eyes shifting like that.” Aubrey couldn’t seem to take his gaze off Matt’s face. The wolf eyes
    added a mystical element to his loveliness. It reminded Aubrey of their bond. His own vision blurred.
    “Good gawd, sugar.” He kissed Matt’s nose and turned back to rinse his hair.
    As Aubrey was soaping up with a mesh sponge, Matt grabbed his ass. He squeezed and caressed,
    petting all over. It was the first time he’d really touched Aubrey. Aubrey loved his mate’s hands on him.
    Pretty soon Matt’s arms wrapped around Aubrey, and Matt’s chest nestled against Aubrey’s back. The
    warmth and the firmness of his body were intoxicating. The head of his cock hit right in the small of
    Aubrey’s back. Matt’s hands never stopped moving. They continued around to the front, fondling Aubrey’s prick hesitantly.
    “Oh fuck.” Aubrey arched into his mate’s hand. He closed his eyes and laid his head back on Matt’s
    shoulder.
    Matt tightened his grip, getting more aggressive. His breath panted in Aubrey’s ear.
    Aubrey couldn’t take any more. Turning off the water with one hand, he freed his dick from Matt’s
    fist with the other. He opened the door and nudged Matt out of the shower. When he grabbed two towels
    and tossed one to Matt, it hit him right in the face and slid down his body.
    Blinking, Matt stood there dazed. It was adorable and bothersome all at once. He seemed so damned
    guileless standing there dripping wet, with wolf eyes and an erection. No one should look innocent with a hard dick. “Matt, dry off.”
    “Oh yeah, okay.” He nodded but made no move to grab the towel at his feet. Instead he watched every
    move Aubrey made. Aubrey