With Abandon: With or Without, Book 4

blue of Matt’s eyes swallowed Aubrey in just as surely as his body had. The mix of
    emotions was laid bare for him. There was something besides pleasure in that stare. Something Aubrey
    didn’t want to look too closely at, something that scared him to death. In that instant he could swear Matt saw right down to his soul. And whatever he saw, he liked…a lot. A shiver raced up Aubrey’s spine. He
    had to close his eyes and catch his breath. Distance. He needed to distance himself.

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    But before he could throw up any mental barriers, Matt’s hand cupped his jaw, urging him down.
    He was so lost. Aubrey went without hesitation. Like falling in a dream, he kept going and going. It
    was terrifying, but exhilarating too. He opened his mouth, but he didn’t kiss Matt. He nuzzled Matt’s cheek with his, trying to make everything slow down. He kept his face against Matt’s, willing his world to stop spinning.
    Stubble scratched his cheek and lips. Matt hugged him and rooted around until he managed to get
    their mouths together. He licked and bit at Aubrey’s open lips, begging to be kissed. The entire time his body held Aubrey tight, keeping him on the edge of overwhelming pleasure.
    Relenting, Aubrey turned into the kiss. He learned the inside of his mate’s mouth, caressing and
    tasting. This time the moan was his. He was awash with sensation. Matt’s cock jerked against his stomach, and his ass contracted around Aubrey.
    Aubrey couldn’t take any more, he had to move or go crazy. The sex he could handle, but the gentle
    kisses and caresses melted him.
    Matt touched him everywhere. He brushed his lips all over Aubrey’s face and neck. “Aubrey.”
    Catching Aubrey’s face in his hands, Matt forced him to make eye contact.
    When Aubrey did, he could no longer ignore what it was he’d seen, what he saw now. All the love
    and admiration on that young innocent face was nearly his undoing.
    Matt opened his mouth again to speak.
    Aubrey knew what was coming, and God help him he wanted to hear it, but his conscience wouldn’t
    let him. His self-preservation kicked in. Sitting up, he did the only thing he could think of. He pushed Matt’s legs to his chest and started moving. Relentlessly, he fucked his mate, watching his cock slide in and out.
    “Oh God!” Matt’s cock seeped. Stream after stream of come dribbled onto his belly. Matt thrashed his
    head back and forth. He muttered to himself. The only word that made sense was a gasped, “Please.” His
    muscles rippled around Aubrey’s cock, milking him as he clutched at Aubrey’s arms. The puddle of come
    on his belly increased. Aubrey had him bent over so far it ran down his chest.
    It took great effort not to climax. Perspiration dotted Aubrey’s upper lip and formed a thin layer on his back. When the last shudders left Matt and his body relaxed, Aubrey threw his head back and allowed
    himself to come.
    Every muscle he had tensed and sweat poured down his temples. His balls emptied into his mate’s
    willing body, and a numbing sensation shot up his spine. He sputtered and gasped at the intensity, trying to catch his breath, but the pleasure went on and on.
    When he could finally think again, he let go of Matt’s legs and collapsed onto his hands to keep from
    crushing Matt.
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    Matt’s eyes were closed, and his chest heaved up and down with each ragged breath. His pulse beat
    visibly in his neck, and he looked more breathtaking than a man had a right to. When he opened his eyes, they were shiny, brimming with moisture. Again his love shined through.
    It stabbed Aubrey right in the heart.
    With a featherlight touch, Matt’s fingers met Aubrey’s cheek.
    Closing his eyes against the intense feelings, Aubrey rested his forehead on Matt’s. It was going to
    kill him to let go of this man. “Thank you, sugar.”

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    Chapter Twelve

Aubrey hadn’t wanted to leave Reynolds Hall Sunday afternoon. They’d spent most of the weekend
    seeing how many places they could fuck inside the mansion and out. By the time they’d gotten back to
    Atlanta Sunday evening, they’d both fallen into bed exhausted. But this morning…
    Grinning from ear to ear, Aubrey rubbed his shoulder and leaned back in his chair. He took off his
    glasses and laid them on the desk. He still couldn’t believe Matt had bitten him. His cock perked right up thinking