You Suck: A Love Story

1 – Get Over It, a Lot of People
    Are Dead
    You bitch, you killed me! You suck!”
    Tommy had just awakened for the first time as a vampire. He was nineteen, thin, and had spent his entire life between states of amazement and confusion.
    “I wanted us to be together.” Jody: pale, pretty, long red hair hanging in her face, cute swoop of a nose in search of a lost spray of freckles, a big lipstick-smeared grin. She’d only been undead herself for a couple of months, and was still learning to be spooky.
    “Yeah, that’s why you spent the night with him.” Tommy pointed across the loft to the life-sized bronze statue of a man in a tattered suit. Inside the bronze shell was the ancient vampire who had turned Jody.
    Another bronze of Jody stood next to him. When the two of them had gone out at sunrise, into the sleep of the dead, Tommy had taken them to the sculptors who lived on the ground floor of his building and had the vampires bronzed. He’d thought it would give him time to think of what to do, and keep Jody from running off with the old vampire. Tommy’s mistake had been drilling ear holes in Jody’s sculpture so she could hear him. Somehow, during the night, before the bronzing, the old vampire had taught her to turn to mist, and she’d streamed out of the ear holes into the room, and-well-here they were: dead, in love, and angry.
    “I needed to know about what I am, Tommy. Who else was going to tell me if not him?”
    “Yeah, but you should have asked me before you did this,” Tommy said. “You shouldn’t just kill a guy without asking. It’s inconsiderate.” Tommy was fromIndiana, and his mother had raised him to have good manners and to be considerate of other people’s feelings.
    “You had sex with me while I was unconscious,” Jody said.
    “That’s not the same,” Tommy said. “I was just being friendly, like when you put a quarter in someone else’s parking meter when they aren’t there-you know they appreciate it later, even if they don’t thank you personally.”
    “Yeah, wait until you go out in your jammies and wake up all sticky in a cheerleader outfit and see how grateful you are. You know, Tommy, when I’m out, technically, I’m dead. Guess what that makes you?”
    “Well-uh-yeah, but you’re not even human. You’re just some foul dead thing.” Tommy immediately regretted saying it. It was hurtful and mean, and although Jody was, indeed, dead, he didn’t find her foul at all-in fact, he was pretty sure he was in love with her, he was just a little embarrassed about the whole necrophilia/cheerleader thing. Back in the Midwest people didn’t mention that sort of thing unless a dog dug up a pom-pom in some guy’s backyard and the police eventually discovered the whole human pyramid buried under the swing set.
    Jody sniffled, completely for effect. Actually she was relieved that Tommy was now on the defensive.
    “Well, welcome to the Foul, Dead Thing Club, Mr. Flood.”
    “Yeah, you drank my blood,” Tommy said. “A lot.”
    Damn, she should have pretended to cry. “You let me.”
    “Again, being considerate,” Tommy said. He stood up and shrugged.
    “You just let me because of the sex.”
    “That’s not true, it was because you needed me.” He was lying, it was because of the sex.
    “Yes, I did,” Jody said. “I still do.” She held her arms out to him. “I really do.”
    He walked into her arms and held her. She felt amazing to him, even more amazing than she had before.
    It was as if his nerves had been dialed up to eleven. “Okay, it was because of the sex.”
    Great, she thought, in control once again. She kissed his neck. “How do you feel about it now?”
    “Maybe in a minute, I’m starving.” He let go of her and stormed across the loft to the kitchen, where he pulled a burrito out of the freezer, threw it into the microwave, and hit the button, all in one smooth motion.
    “You don’t want to eat that,” Jody said.
    “Nonsense, it smells great. It’s like every little bean and pork piece is sending out its own delicious miasma of flavor vapor.” Tommy used words like “miasma” because he wanted to be a writer. That’s why he’d come toSan Francisco in the first place-to take life in big bites and write about it. Oh, and to find a girlfriend.
    “Put the burrito down, and back away, Tommy,” Jody said. “I don’t want you to get hurt.”
    “Ha, that’s cute.” He took a big bite and grinned at her as he chewed.
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