You Suck: A Love Story

it on the asphalt, and especially this late at night, when the sound of his dribbling might disturb his neighbors.
    He lived in a garage apartment in Cow Hollow, and the fog was blowing in damp streams up his street, making the basketball sound lonely and ominous, so no one complained. It was Christmas-if all some poor bastard had was some hoops, then you’d have to be a special kind of heartless to call the cops on him. A car turned at the end of the street; blue halogens swept through the fog like sabers, then went out.
    Jeff squinted into the fog, but couldn’t make out what kind of car it was, only that it had stopped a couple of doors down and it was a dark color.
    He turned to take his record-breaking shot, but distracted, he put a little too much backspin on the ball and it jumped out of the hoop. He ran it down at the junipers by the garage, but was only able to tip it, so that it went into the bushes. He set his beer down on the driveway and went in after it, and-well, you know…
    F rancis Evelyn Stroud answered the phone on the second ring, as she always did, as it was proper to do. “Hello.”
    “Hi, Mom, It’s Jody. Merry Christmas.”
    “And to you, darling. You’re calling rather late.”
    “I know, Mom. I was going to call earlier, but had a thing.” I was a thing, Jody thought.
    “A thing? Of course. Did you get the package I sent?”
    It would be expensive and completely inappropriate, a cashmere business suit, or something in a houndstooth or a herringbone, something worn only by matronly academics or matronly spies with stout poison-dart shoes. And Mother Stroud would have sent it to the old address. “Yes, I got it. It’s lovely. I can’t wait to wear it.”
    “I sent a leather-bound set of the complete works of Wallace Stegner,” Mother Stroud said.
    Fuck! Jody kicked at Tommy for making her call. He skipped out of range, waving a scolding finger at her.
    Of course. Stegner, the Stanford paragon. Mother was one of the first coeds to graduate from Stanford and she never missed an opportunity to point out that Jody hadn’t gone there. Jody’s father had also gone to Stanford. She was born to Stanford, and yet she had disgraced them by going toSan FranciscoState, and not finishing. “Yeah, those will be great, too. I guess they just haven’t caught up with me yet.”
    “You’ve moved again?” Mrs. Stroud had lived in the same house inCarmel for thirty years. Carpet and draperies never survived more than two years, but she’d been in the same house.
    “Yeah, we needed a little more space. Tommy’s working at home now.”
    “We? Then you’re still with that writer boy?”
    Mom said “writer” like it was a fungus.
    Jody scribbled on a Post-it at the counter: Note: Break Tommy’s arms off. Beat him with them.
    “Yes. I’m still with Tommy. He’s been nominated for a Fulbright. So, did you have a nice Christmas?”
    “It was fine. Your sister brought that man.”
    “Her husband, Bob, you mean?” Mother Stroud did not care for men since Jody’s father had left her for a younger woman.
    “Well, what ever his name is.”
    “It’s Bob, Mom. He went to school with us. You’ve known him since he was nine.”
    “Well, I had a smoked turkey delivered, and a lovely foie-gras-and-wild-mushroom appetizer.”
    “You had Christmas catered?”
    “Of course.”
    “Of course.” Of course. Of course. It would never occur to her that by having Christmas dinner catered, she was making other people work on Christmas. “Well, I put my present in the mail, Mom. I’d better go. Tommy’s being honored at a dinner to night because of his massive intellect.”
    “On Christmas?”
    Oh, what the fuck. “He’s Jewish.”
    She could hear the intake of breath on the other end of the phone. This is the light version, Mom, imagine how scandalized you be if I told you he was dead and that I killed him.
    “You didn’t tell me that.”
    “Sure I did. You must be losing details. Gotta go, Mom. I gotta help Tommy get his penis piercing in before the dinner. Bye.” She hung up.
    Tommy had been dancing naked in front of her for most of the phone call. When she hung up he stopped. “Did I mention that I worry about your ethical equilibrium?”
    “Said the guy who was just playing buff the scrotum with my red scarf while I was making the merry Christmas call to my mother?”
    “Admit it. You’re a little turned on.”
    D r. Drew-Drew McComber, the Ohm-budsman, the resident pharmacist