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waited, letting me come to her. She gives, but I must ask
. âYou should have come sooner,â she murmured, when he took her in his arms. âWhy couldnât you have come sooner, to keep him safe? My boy . . .â
Our boy
. âI came as fast I could.â He broke from the embrace, and stepped back a pace. âItâs war out there, Sister.â
âYou look so thin. And your hair, your golden hair . . .â
âThe hair will grow back.â Jaime lifted his stump.
She needs to see
. âThis wonât.â
Her eyes went wide. âThe Starks . . .â
âNo. This was Vargo Hoatâs work.â
The name meant nothing to her. âWho?â
âThe Goat of Harrenhal. For a little while.â
Cersei turned to gaze at Joffreyâs bier. They had dressed the dead king in gilded armor, eerily similar to Jaimeâs own. The visor of the helm was closed, but the candles reflected softly off the gold, so the boy shimmered bright and brave in death. The candlelight woke fires in the rubies that decorated the bodice of Cerseiâs mourning dress as well. Her hair fell to her shoulders, undressed and unkempt. âHe killed him, Jaime. Just as heâd warned me. One day when I thought myself safe and happy he would turn my joy to ashes in my mouth, he said.â
âTyrion said that?â Jaime had not wanted to believe it. Kinslaying was worse than kingslaying, in the eyes of gods and men.
He knew the boy was mine. I loved Tyrion. I was good to him
. Well, but for that one time . . . but the Imp did not know the truth of that.
Or did he?
âWhy would he kill Joff?â
âFor a whore.â She clutched his good hand and held it tight in hers. âHe
told
me he was going to do it. Joff knew. As he was dying, he
pointed
at his murderer. At our twisted little monster of a brother.â She kissed Jaimeâs fingers. âYouâll kill him for me, wonât you? Youâll avenge our son.â
Jaime pulled away. âHe is still my brother.â He shoved his stump at her face, in case she failed to see it. âAnd I am in no fit state to be killing anyone.â
âYou have another hand, donât you? I am not asking you to best the Hound in battle. Tyrion is a
dwarf
, locked in a cell. The guards would stand aside for
you
.â
The thought turned his stomach. âI must know more of this. Of how it happened.â
âYou shall,â Cersei promised. âThereâs to be a trial. When you hear all he did, youâll want him dead as much as I do.â She touched his face. âI was lost without you, Jaime. I was afraid the Starks would send me your head. I could not have borne that.â She kissed him. A light kiss, the merest brush of her lips on his, but he could feel her tremble as he slid his arms around her. âI am not whole without you.â
There was no tenderness in the kiss he returned to her, only hunger. Her mouth opened for his tongue. âNo,â she said weakly when his lips moved down her neck, ânot here. The septons . . .â
âThe Others can take the septons.â He kissed her again, kissed her silent, kissed her until she moaned. Then he knocked the candles aside and lifted her up onto the Motherâs altar, pushing up her skirts and the silken shift beneath. She pounded on his chest with feeble fists, murmuring about the risk, the danger, about their father, about the septons, about the wrath of gods. He never heard her. He undid his breeches and climbed up and pushed her bare white legs apart. One hand slid up her thigh and underneath her smallclothes. When he tore them away, he saw that her moonâs blood was on her, but it made no difference.
âHurry,â she was whispering now, âquickly,
quickly
, now, do it now, do me now. Jaime Jaime Jaime.â Her hands helped guide him. âYes,â Cersei said as he thrust, âmy brother, sweet brother, yes, like that, yes, I have you, youâre home now, youâre home now, youâre
home
.â She kissed his ear and stroked his short bristly hair. Jaime lost himself in her flesh. He could feel Cerseiâs heart beating in time with his own, and the wetness of blood and seed where they were joined.
But no sooner were they done than the queen said, âLet me up. If we are discovered like this . . .â
Reluctantly he rolled away and helped her off the altar. The pale marble was
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