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Crewel

Crewel

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Autoren: Gennifer Albin
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especially on Enora.’
    Because I came along.
    ‘Do you think they did something to her?’ she asks.
    I think back to the State of the Guild, and Enora’s own words echo in my head: Don’t be ridiculous.
    ‘It was like she didn’t know me,’ Valery says in a soft voice. ‘I cornered her—’
    ‘They remapped her.’
    She shakes her head. ‘But they can’t remap Spinsters. It’s too dangerous. They only remap criminals and unstables! She might not be able to weave.’
    ‘Trust me,’ I say, placing a hand gently over hers. ‘There’s new tech.’
    ‘Why? Because of us?’ Her voice cracks on the question, and tears pool in her eyes. ‘She’s not even allowed to marry. She’s not endangering the population.’
    ‘The Guild takes threats to Arras’s balance seriously. I know it’s not comforting, but if they believed they could fix her—’
    ‘Fix her? Is that what you think? That we need to be fixed?’ Valery’s voice rises over the tap’s rushing water.
    I clasp her hand and speak in a low voice. ‘None of us need to be fixed, but the Guild looks out for itself.’
    Valery stares into my eyes for a long minute and then withdraws her hand like I’ve bitten her.
    ‘They’re after you.’
    ‘I assume so,’ I admit.
    ‘They’d never test their new protocol on their prize catch,’ she says. ‘Enora was protecting you. She kept interfering with Maela’s punishments.’
    ‘I know.’ I could try to argue that I wasn’t to blame for Enora or Pryana’s sister or my own parents’ deaths, but I can’t deny I’m the common factor.
    ‘Then you know this is your fault.’
    Valery stands, and with one last sob, wipes her eyes. Without so much as a glance at me, she exits, leaving me alone with my guilt.
    She doesn’t come to dress me for dinner. A gnawing ache in my stomach tells me I’ll never see her again, and no matter how hard I try, I can’t push the strange sensation away. At the table, where I sit with the other Spinsters, Enora’s seat is empty, which only increases my dread. It’s so consuming, I almost don’t notice that Jost is serving tonight.
    ‘More wine?’ he offers. Our eyes meet, and his crinkle at the edges in concern.
    ‘Water’s fine.’
    He returns a moment later with the water pitcher. He follows my gaze to where Enora should be.
    ‘Valet,’ I say, as he pours my drink, ‘there’s a problem with the auto light on my fireplace.’
    ‘I’ll check on it later,’ he says, and fades back to attend to the other women.
    As I glance down to the other end of the table, Pryana catches my eye and raises her wineglass. She smiles and then tips her head as though we’re toasting something. I turn away, but I don’t take another bite from any of the six courses they serve.
    Jost is toying with the buttons on my mantel when I return from dinner. Kicking off my heels, I wander over in front of it. He presses a button and the fire roars to life.
    ‘Seems to be fine,’ he says.
    ‘Silly me.’
    ‘Do you need anything else?’ he asks, raising his eyebrows.
    That’s my cue. A second later, I’ve woven a new moment into the room. Before I can speak, I’m in his arms. I bury my face in his chest, unsure where to start.
    ‘I don’t—’
    ‘Shhh,’ he hushes me. Taking my chin in his hand, he draws my face up to his. With his lips moving against mine, everything fades away. My pulse quickens, and I wrap my arms around his neck. I could stay here for eternity.
    He pulls back first and I sigh, the shimmering dome and the frozen room resurfacing around us, along with all the problems of the real world.
    ‘Enora,’ I begin.
    ‘She wasn’t at dinner,’ he says.
    ‘She’s been acting strange, and I think I know why.’
    ‘Because she’s . . .’
    ‘In love,’ I confess.
    ‘I know.’ Jost pauses. ‘She’s in love with another woman.’
    I stare at him. Maybe Valery was right and everyone knew about them. Exactly how had I missed this?
    ‘Not much gets past the head valet,’ he says, reading my mind.
    ‘Does everyone know?’ I ask a bit too sourly.
    ‘They probably do now. It was a rumour for a long time,’ he says, pulling me down to the floor. ‘Not the first time. Spinsters don’t exactly fall out of trees. The Guild is willing to overlook some things if a girl has the skill.’
    ‘So why the sudden interest?’
    He pauses for a moment, not meeting my eyes. ‘Honestly, more attention has been on her lately.’
    ‘Because of me.’ It

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