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stop himself from leaning forward to capture Lucas’s proud erection in his mouth, but Lucas stopped him, dropping to his knees.
    “Don’t,” he said softly. “There’s only one place I want to come tonight and that’s deep inside of you.” He kissed Jack tenderly, “Let me take my time and do this properly.” Lucas took Jack by the shoulders and gently pushed him back against the cushions. “Just lie back and relax, because you’ll be seeing stars by the time I’m finished with you.” Both men caught their breath, looking in each other’s eyes as Lucas gripped the back of Jack’s knees and pulled him into a slump on the couch. The American panted with anticipation, squeezing his eyes shut for a moment, afraid that looking at Lucas’s hungry eyes and wicked smile would make him come right there and then. He had just managed to get control of himself when he felt the heat of his lover’s body over his, their leaking cocks rubbing up against one another.
    “I need you to relax, Jack,” Lucas whispered in his ear. “Breathe through your mouth. Close your eyes. Just let the sensations take you wherever they will. Don’t think, just feel. I won’t hurt you, I promise.” Jack could only nod as Lucas moved back and squeezed the lube over his fingers. He wanted this so much, he felt like he was going to burst. Lucas had told him to close his eyes, but he wanted to see this. He remembered Lucas’s face of utter bliss the first time he had prepared him and he wanted the full sensation.
    Jack gasped when his lover took his cock in his mouth, slicking it up with his saliva. He widened his eyes and hoped Lucas would understand this was not helping him to last. Speaking at this time was not 104 | Z a h r a O w e n s

    an option either, as Lucas released Jack’s cock and let a cold slick finger circle his puckered hole.
    He reached out his hand, but Lucas pushed it away.
    “Don’t tease, Luke, please, I need you…”
    Lucas eased his finger into the unbreached muscle, stopping at the first knuckle. He was taking his time, not to tease, but to allow Jack to adjust as he slowly opened the ring of muscle and pushed his finger deeper.
    “Relax, Jack, you’re very tight.”
    Jack’s blurred vision clearly registered the Brit’s appreciative smile and he opened his mouth wider, as he felt another finger join the first. It burned a little, but since Lucas was not moving his fingers now, Jack willed himself to relax even more.
    “Deeper,” he panted, looking straight at Lucas.
    The young man chuckled, “If you can still talk, I’m clearly not trying hard enough.” He scissored his fingers a little and brushed past a smooth patch inside of Jack, making the American cry out and clamp down his muscles. Lucas leaned forward, not moving his fingers. “Easy, relax, I won’t do it again.”
    “No!” Jack sighed. “Don’t… do it again.” He was seeing stars already and Lucas wasn’t even inside of him yet. At least not how he wanted him inside. He bit his lower lip and welcomed the chill of the lube Lucas added along with a third finger.
    “God, Luke, I can’t wait… anymore.”
    “You’re almost ready, love,” Lucas whispered a little breathlessly.
    He tried not to brush over Jack’s prostate again, fearing it might really send the American over this time, but he felt Jack relax so he slowly removed his fingers. He fiddled under the pillow to find the condom he had slipped under there and quickly took off the wrapper. He was still hard and aching for stimulation, stroking himself a few times before rolling on the condom.
    “God, you look hot touching yourself.”
    Jack watched him hungrily, impatiently, so Lucas smiled. “I want to be nice and hard for you, love.” He squeezed a generous dollop of gel into his hand and lubed up his erection, pouting his lips at Jack teasingly before leaning over and kissing him hungrily.

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    “Are you ready?”
    Jack nodded, opening his mouth again slightly. He grabbed the back of the couch to brace himself as he felt the tip of Lucas’s cock breach his hole. The burn increased and he tried not to resist it, as Lucas slid into him ever so slowly.
    Lucas was breathing heavily on Jack’s neck, trying to hold himself back. “Fuck, Jack, you’re so tight.” What he really needed was to thrust inside his lover, but he knew that would hurt Jack and that was the last thing Lucas wanted, so he waited, one hand on the back of the couch