Howards End

at Swanage, and Mrs. Munt had calculated that their trains would cross. But Frieda was looking the other way, and Margaret travelled on to town feeling solitary and old–maidish. How like an old maid to fancy that Mr. Wilcox was courting her! She had once visited a spinster—poor, silly, and unattractive—whose mania it was that every man who approached her fell in love. How Margaret’s heart had bled for the deluded thing! How she had lectured, reasoned, and in despair acquiesced! "I may have been deceived by the curate, my dear, but the young fellow who brings the midday post really is fond of me, and has, as a matter of fact—" It had always seemed to her the most hideous corner of old age, yet she might be driven into it herself by the mere pressure of virginity.
    Mr. Wilcox met her at Waterloo himself. She felt certain that he was not the same as usual; for one thing, he took offence at everything she said.
    "This is awfully kind of you," she began, "but I’m afraid it’s not going to do. The house has not been built that suits the Schlegel family."
    "What! Have you come up determined not to deal?"
    "Not exactly."
    "Not exactly? In that case let’s be starting."
    She lingered to admire the motor, which was new, and a fairer creature than the vermilion giant that had borne Aunt Juley to her doom three years before.
    "Presumably it’s very beautiful," she said. "How do you like it, Crane?"
    "Come, let’s be starting," repeated her host. "How on earth did you know that my chauffeur was called Crane?"
    "Why, I know Crane; I’ve been for a drive with Evie once. I know that you’ve got a parlourmaid called Milton. I know all sorts of things."
    "Evie!" he echoed in injured tones. "You won’t see her. She’s gone out with Cahill. It’s no fun, I can tell you, being left so much alone. I’ve got my work all day—indeed, a great deal too much of it—but when I come home in the evening, I tell you, I can’t stand the house."
    "In my absurd way, I’m lonely too," Margaret replied. "It’s heart–breaking to leave one’s old home. I scarcely remember anything before Wickham Place, and Helen and Tibby were born there. Helen says—"
    "You, too, feel lonely?"
    "Horribly. Hullo, Parliament’s back!"
    Mr. Wilcox glanced at Parliament contemptuously. The more important ropes of life lay elsewhere. "Yes, they are talking again," said he. "But you were going to say—"
    "Only some rubbish about furniture. Helen says it alone endures while men and houses perish, and that in the end the world will be a desert of chairs and sofas—just imagine it!—rolling through infinity with no one to sit upon them."
    "Your sister always likes her little joke."
    "She says 'Yes,' my brother says `No,' to Ducie Street. It’s no fun helping us, Mr. Wilcox, I assure you."
    "You are not as unpractical as you pretend. I shall never believe it."
    Margaret laughed. But she was—quite as unpractical. She could not concentrate on details. Parliament, the Thames, the irresponsive chauffeur, would flash into the field of house–hunting, and all demand some comment or response. It is impossible to see modern life steadily and see it whole, and she had chosen to see it whole. Mr. Wilcox saw steadily. He never bothered over the mysterious or the private. The Thames might run inland from the sea, the chauffeur might conceal all passion and philosophy beneath his unhealthy skin. They knew their own business, and he knew his.
    Yet she liked being with him. He was not a rebuke, but a stimulus, and banished morbidity. Some twenty years her senior, he preserved a gift that she supposed herself to have already lost—not youth’s creative power, but its self–confidence and optimism. He was so sure that it was a very pleasant world. His complexion was robust, his hair had receded but not thinned, the thick moustache and the eyes that Helen had compared to brandy–balls had an agreeable menace in them, whether they were turned towards the slums or towards the stars. Some day—in the millennium—there may be no need for his type. At present, homage is due to it from those who think themselves superior, and who possibly are.
    "At all events you responded to my telegram promptly," he remarked.
    "Oh, even I know a good thing when I see it."
    "I’m glad you don’t despise the goods of this world."
    "Heavens, no! Only idiots and prigs do that."
    "I am glad, very glad," he repeated, suddenly softening and turning to her, as if the remark