Sea Breeze 03 - While It Lasts

When her hands went to the snap on her shorts I opened my mouth to stop her but she began shimming out of them . A pair of matching red lace panties with very little coverage caused me to get choked on my tongue.
    “You are going to talk to me,” she demanded , stepping into the water. I wanted to argue with her but she was walking into the water with red fucking undies on. I couldn’t form words.
    “Where were you?” s he asked as she closed the space between us.
    I couldn’t forget. I couldn’t break. She had the power to break me. No one had ever been given that power, ever. Eva could do it. If I let her in any further she could completely destroy me. I was weak where she was concerned. I couldn’t be weak. She’d rejected me already. Why was she so damned determined to talk to me now? I didn’t get rejected. I was the one who rejected. I didn’t give someone a chance to decide I wasn’t good enough.
    “I don’t reckon that’s your fucking business , now is it , sweetheart? ” I drawled in a bored tone.
    She stiffened and stopped her approach. Good. If she got too close I was going to grab her and forget all about how she didn’t think I was good enough for her. She was ashamed of me. I held on to that thought as her plump tits played peek-a-boo with the water. Teasing me.
    “Why are you being this way?” she asked. The hurt in her voice put a crack in my wall. I had to get away from her before I made a mistake.
    “I’m just being me.”
    She frowned, “This isn’t you. You’re not cold and mean.”
    I clenched my hands into fist s under the water to keep from reaching out and pulling her sweet little body up against mine and getting one more taste of her. One more memory to keep with me when I left. She’d rejected me. She would only do it again.
    “What ya want, baby? You want me to take care of that hot body you’re out her e advertising? ‘ Cause I don’t mind making it feel good. You can come all over my finger s or are you ready for me to bu ry myself inside you now? You want to know what it’s like to fuck a bad boy? It’s pretty damn good or so I’ve been told. I always have ‘ em keep coming back for more.”
    “Cage don’t do this,” she choked out.
    “Don’t do what? Tell you the truth about me? You had me figured out all along. It’s why you want to keep me your dirty little secret. I’m used to that, Eva. I’ve been lots of women’s wild thrill.”
    “Stop it, that isn’t who you are.”
    I took a step toward her and my heart hammered against my chest painfully. The tears that filled her eyes were all I could handle. I hated myself as the ugl y shit poured out of my mouth. “Yeah , baby , it is. But don’t you worry. I’ll be fine. I got rejected by you and more came running. S everal hot little sorority girls made me feel all better this weekend.”
    Before I could get the hell away from her she sp u n around and hurried to shore. The pain in my chest beca me unbearable. I bent over and put my hands on my knees. FUUUUCK. This hurt.
    The Jeep roared to life and I listened as she drove away. She’d run again but this time I’d sent her running.
    I stood up , threw my head back and yelled, “MOTHER FUCKER” as the sun beat down on me . M ocking me. Mocking my life.

    Eva
    Josh was gone. Jeremy was gone. Cage was gone. I had no one. I couldn’t stand this. I needed to make the pain go away. I’d been so hurt that staying away from Cage the rest of the week had been the only way I could deal with it. Even then all I could manage to do was cry. He’d been with other women. I wanted to believe he was lying just to hurt me but I knew he wasn’t. I had seen the sincerity in his eyes.
    The idea of someone else touching him and feeling his hands all over her body , made me nauseous. I couldn’t stand it. I needed to forget. I needed to wash that image in my head away. The pain was only getting worse. He thought I’d rejected him and in a way , I had. He was right. I deserved this. But it hurt so incredibly bad.
    I pulled my Jeep into Nelly’ s. It was the only honky- tonk in town. It was also the only place a twenty year old could get a drink. I needed to feel numb. Alcohol was the only thing I could come up with that would work.
    Nelly wasn’t above slipping you a drink if you had the money. Because of this she managed to run a very successful business. Out here in the country no one thought to come check her out. She got away with a lot of things