Hard News

do.”
    “And what’s the kid going to do without a mother? She’d starve to death, or something.”
    “She’s pretty young to be a mother.”
    From somewhere Rune found the voice to say, “Please, don’t hurt her. If you … do anything to me, please call the police or somebody and tell her that she’s here. Please.”
    Nestor was debating.
    Boggs said, “I really gotta ask this one, Jack. I really gotta ask you to let her be.”
    Nestor sighed. He nodded and put the gun into his belt. “Shit, that’s the way it is, that’s the way it is. Okay. I’ll do it for you, Randy. I don’t think it’s a good idea, I just want to go on the record and say that but I’ll do it. But …” He walked to the chair and took Rune’s face in his onion-scented fingers. “You listen up good. I know who you are and where you live. If you say anything to anybody about us I’ll come back. I get to New York all the time. I’ll come back and I’ll kill you.”
    Rune nodded. She was crying—in pure fear, in pure relief.
    And from the worst pain of all—betrayal.
    You
believe
him? Piper Sutton had asked Rune such a long time ago, as if she were talking to a child. You
believe
him when he says he’s innocent?
    Nestor said brutally, “You hear me?”
    She couldn’t speak. She nodded her head.
    They used lamp cord and tied her into the chair and gagged her with an old wool scarf.
    Boggs knelt down and tested the wires. He smiled shyly. “I suspect you’re right upset and I don’t blame you. You helped me out and I repay you this way. But sometimes in life you’ve gotta do things just for yourself. You know, for your own survival. I’m sorry it worked out this way but you saved my life. I’ll always be thankful for that.”
    She wanted to say
Fuck you!
or
Go to hell! or Judas!
A thousand other things. But the gag was tight and, besides, no words could convey the undiluted anger she was feeling for this man. So she stared into his eyes, not blinking, not wavering a millimeter, forcing him to see how much hate welled up and overflowed between them. How she wished Prometheus was still chained to rock, being eaten by birds.
    Boggs squinted for an instant. He swallowed and finally looked away.
    “Lessgo, boy” Nestor called. “We got a date with the road.”
    Then they were gone.
    MAN, MAN, MAN, THERE’S NOTHING LIKE DRIVING, RANDY Boggs was thinking.
    There’s not a goddamn thing in the world like it. The way the tires make that hissing sound on asphalt. The way the car dances over beat-up pavement. The way you know the road’ll always be there and that you can drive forever and never once cover the same spot twice, you don’t want to.
    The Ford Tempo, Jack Nestor driving, had left Jersey and Pennsylvania way behind and was cruising down the highway through Maryland. Heading south.
    Motion is like smooth whisky. Motion, like a drug. Randy Boggs kept up his meditation.
    And the best part of all—when you’re driving, you’re a moving target. You’re the safest you can ever be. Nothing can hurt you. Not bad love, not a job, not your kin, not the devil himself …
    “Crabs,” Nestor said. “Keep an eye out for a crab place.”
    They couldn’t find any and instead got cheeseburgers at McDonald’s, which Boggs preferred to crabs anyway and Nestor said was better for him because he was on a diet.
    They drank beer out of tall Double-Arches waxed cups they’d emptied of soft drink. They drove the speed limit but at Boggs’s request had rolled down all the windows; it seemed like they were racing at a hundred miles an hour.
    Randy Boggs lowered the passenger seat and sat back, sucking the beer through a straw, and ate a double cheeseburger and thought again about freedom and moving and realized that was why prison had been so hard for him. That there are people who have to stay put and people who have to move and he was a mover.
    These were thoughts he had and that he believed were true in some universal way. But they were thoughts that he didn’t tell to Jack Nestor. Not that Jack was a stupid man. No, he’d probably understand but he was somebody Boggs didn’t want to share much with.
    “So,” Jack Nestor asked, “how’s it feel?”
    “Feels good. Feels real good.”
    “How ‘bout that little girl back there. She’s a pistol. You get any?”
    “Naw, wasn’t that way.”
    “Didn’t seem to have any tits to speak of.”
    “She was more like a friend, you know. Wish I could’ve leveled with